Too Friendly Sonic x fem reader IDW

Chapter 29

It has been a month since Sonic's disappearance and a month of depression for Y/n. Y/n has left the house only once with Shadow but that was all. Y/n's mental health has been dropping significantly faster. She could barely talk and her voices in her head we're getting through to her. Currently Y/n was staring at a photo of her and Sonic making funny faces. 

{bold is her mom/ voices and normal is Y/n.}

Y/n pov

You keep staring at that stupid photo. 

You jealous or something?

Don't give me that. You keep staring at him like he's gonna come back. He's not coming back and you know it. 

I know he isn't. I just miss him. I miss his smile.... I miss his voice. I miss his so much. 

I bet you miss the way how he use to hit you too.

Will you shut up about that?! He said he was sorry and didn't know how else to get things into my head!

Sure he did. He would of kept doing it if you didn't shout at him. I bet he only stopped because he didn't want anyone else to know what he did to you. If he loved you he would of let you do as you pleased. Face it. He doesn't love you.

... Maybe you're right... 

Of course I'm right! Sonic doesn't love you! All he does is keep you away for fighting! You loved to fight but no! He decided to keep you away from what you loved. You decided that you would live for him! That you would be submissive to almost every thing he told you! How desperate are you for love that you would do almost everything he asked? 

I just wanted to be loved... I was never loved so when he said he cared for my well being the day he saved me I just believed him. I let him do as he pleased with me. 

It clear that all your friends think the same. You're useless. No one loves you nor will they ever love you. 

You're right. I'm useless. Who could possibly love me? I'm a disappointment. A mistake. I was just an accident. 

You serve no purpose in this world. All your here to do is cause pain to others. Look at the amount of times your "friends" had to injure themselves to save you. 

I know. Maybe I shouldn't be in this world at all...

Elsewhere in blazes world.

Blaze and the warped Sonic were sitting down and having tea.

Blaze: You still don't remember anything? Not even your name?

Sonic: The only thing I can remember is Y/n. 

Blaze: Well, Your name is Sonic. You are the fastest thing alive and as swift as the wind. You are the protector of all things that can't protect them selves and the champion of good. You value the freedom of yourself and others and choose to protect it. 

Sonic: Sonic... that's a nice name. 

Blaze: Has anything come back to you?

Sonic: Well, nothing concrete. All of my memories seem warped. I dream of sea and sky. Of a golden fire and a sense of... falling. And that's all!

Sonic sips his tea. 

Blaze:(what in the world did this to you Sonic?)

Sonic: Well I also remember something else. I remember seeing a being. It looked like Y/n but not how I remember her to look. She had a rainbow fur coating and her quills were standing up.  She was beautiful...