Too Friendly Sonic x fem reader IDW

Chapter 28

It's been another week of depression for Y/n. Her voices have been slowly getting to her. She refused to see anyone. She just wanted to be alone. Currently Y/n is in her living room looking at a picture of her and Sonic.

Y/n: You saved me.... so many times.... and  yet.... I never got to thank you... You were always there when I needed you... I never told you how much I appreciated you..... You were the reason I smiled, the reason I laughed, the reason why I lived..... I lived because I wanted to see you happy.... I lived because you cared for me all my life.....I lived because you wanted me to live.... And now... I don't have any reason to live anymore.... Because your gone... You made me the person I was... You helped me every step of the way.... I love you for that.... and wished I had atleast five minutes more with you to tell you all of this.

Y/n began to tear up. 

Y/n: I miss you so much... I took you for granted and I feel like the universe is punishing me for that.... Universe if you give him back to me I promise that I'll never take him for granted again..... Who am I kidding? There's no way to bring him back... The sun burned him alive so not even the chaos emeralds can retrieve an heal his body.... Sonic, my love... I wish I had more time. I wish I had time to tell you that I loved you so much...

A knock was at the door. Y/n wipes her tears and gets up to open the door. She opens it and sees its Shadow.

Shadow: Good evening Y/n.

Y/n: Hi Shadow...

Y/n stepped aside and Shadow walked in. She closed the door behind her and they walked to the living room. Y/n and Shadow sat down.

Shadow: Have you been eating?

Y/n nods and looks on the floor.

Y/n: I've been eating. But I've also feel I'm getting worse. The urges are stronger than normal. Earlier I tried to... Y'know... but I stopped myself when I saw this photo of me and Sonic. 

Shadow: I know your sad Y/n but please, don't do it. I can't loose another friend. 

Y/n: I know, but these urges have worsen by the day. It doesn't help that I can't seem to get him out of my head. 

Shadow: Y/n we're worried about you. You've blocked everyone out. I'm surprised you even let me in. Please, open up. 

Y/n: I feel like the universe is punishing me for taking Sonic for granted. My mental health has gone to a whole new low and she's been getting louder and louder. I'm starting to think he never loved me when I know he does. I know he loved me but yet the other part of me is starting to doubt it.

Shadow: Y/n, we all know he loves you so much. It was pretty obvious during the neo incident. 

Y/n: He liked me from then?

Shadow: I'm not sure. I think it was from before though because we would of noticed if it was a small crush but during that time it was dead obvious he was in love with you. Never doubt his love for you. 

Y/n: I wish I could of told him. 

Shadow: I know he isn't dead. He's out there somewhere. Just looking for a way to get back to you.

Y/n: Yeah right.

Shadow: Y/n, I want you to take a step outside, to watch the sunset with me. You've been cooped up in here for so long. 

Y/n: I still don't think I'm ready.

Shadow: You want to get better right?

Y/n: Yeah?