*as I opened my eyes blocked by the sun entering my window I got up and started to change. As I went downstairs into the kitchen I saw lee on the counter* "morning" "morning..so no more bitches here?" *i said as he laughed* "one in my room but not here" "mm thought so" *i said as I chuckled* "soo how was last night?" "U heard?" "Nah I heard just toms ridiculous whimpering groaning and moaning" *he said as we laughed* "yea sorry" *as I went to open the fridge I heard someone going downstairs* "juju come back its so earlyyyy" *tom while hugging me from behind and giving me pecks on my neck while groaning* "Tom its 1 o'clock" "doesn't matter come back to beddddd" *he said while now begging* "ok ok come on come we're going back to bed" *as we went upstairs and he laid down with me he soon fell asleep again and I went to the kitchen* "that boy is obsessed with me swear- "JUJUUUU" *tom cried out* "COMING‼️" *as I quickly went up the stairs And into my room I went to see what's wrong* "Tom I'm making breakfast us I'll be here in a bit" "but hurry uppp!" "Ok ok calm down" *as I head downstairs to the kitchen to make breakfast I heard a knock on the door wonder who could it be I just opened it* "juju what the fuck is this!?" *mason screamed at me while showing his phone screen at my face showing the band in an interview also showing a picture of me with Tom kissing at the party asides to another picture with me kissing George* "mason I- "u fucking bitch!" *he said as he slapped across the face* "mason I wasn't even with u when I was with Tom at the party!" *as he was about to say something tom came out* "don't fucking touch her‼️" *as Tom punched him in the face making him fall over to the floor while tom punched him more until he soon blacked out* "omg juju are u ok!?" "What happened!?" *as I heard George say behind tom* "nothing u can leave." "Omg ju are u ok?" *George said as he quickly came to me and kissed me but then suddenly Tom pushed George off* "wtf is ur problem!?" "Ohh tom don't act like u love her u have already been caught dude quit the act" "actually we're now together so u can go fuck ur self" "...look George I love u I really do and I will always love u....but it's time to move on and I hope u understand that." *as he stayed silent for a moment he finally responded* "I love u juju." *as he came in for a tight hug I hugged him back knowing that this was gonna hurt me but hurt him the most.* "Tom... just please take care of her." "U know I will" *as George left and me and Tom went inside I started balling my eyes out leaning against the door slowly going down* "hey hey hey! What's wrong love?" "I just feel like a fucking slut because I hurt people that are not supposed to get hurt and that makes me feel like I'm the one who just fucks shit up and it is...it really is and that makes just so angry at myself and- *as I couldn't finish my sentence because I was crying to much and was probably gonna start crying more lee quickly ran to me since he was in his room* "get the fuck away from her! Juju juju what's wrong who hurt u...come on juju what?" "It's going to be ok I'm here and I love u ok...?" "Thanks lee but I'm fine." *as I say trying not to sob anymore now standing up and going upstairs* *as I enter my room and slam the door feeling guilty and angry at myself thinking what can I fuck up next?* *as I grabbed my lighter and pulled my pants down about to burn myself again suddenly-
-to be continued
