I woke up in my room with all the lights off and all the lighting I had was from the bright street lights shining through my clear window and as soon as I tried moving everything hurt "aw fuck" I said to myself as I slowly leaned up and put my feet on the ground standing up and taking small steps. I made it through the hallway by holding on to the walls and saw lee on the couch watching tv "wtf happened after I nearly died over those bitches" "we had to talk u too the hospital nd u lost a shit ton of blood idrk how ur still alive rn but ok nd then we took u home" what the fuck I thought as my head felt like is was abt to explode "do we have medicine for headaches" "uhhh idk check ur self" he said ugh fucking jerk the fact that I nearly died and got beat up making my whole body hurt and yet I need to act like nothing happened. I never found the goddamn Tylenol which sucked but it was abt to be two am so I decided to just go to bed again. It was already the morning when it fucking felt like I took one blink and it was morning but whatever. I got up with a little less pain but obviously still had scars all over my body and face going on with m arms and even one on the side of my rib. I got changed into a black long sleeve with black cargos and black dc's. I brushed my teeth and took my antidepressants before walking my wya to school. I got to school and I quickly saw everyone staring at me which was very embarrassing now that I had scars all over my body and face. I tried to ignore it and continued going to my first period classroom. I sat down and got out my notes and my pencil. "Hey I'm so sorry" Tom said as I didn't look up and just nodded "hey you can u jus please look at me" I ignored him until he suddenly grabbed my chin and tried to raise up my face to look at him "he- but before he could I slapped his hand out of my face and went to the restroom bothered. Why can't he just leave me alone It's fine idc honestly I just wanted to be alone. "Juju don't act like that" Tom said as he came in the restroom "just shut up I barley know u idk why I'm even talking to u" "but juju I want us to be friends" "Tom I have no friends for a reason" I said before I left and got back to class. Lunch started and I just got water I didn't feel like eating I heard there was a party this night might as well go. I don't usually drink or smoke but at this time I definitely needed it by my side. "Hey can I sit here?" It was Damian "Yea I guess if u want to" I said awkwardly "thanks" "hey why aren't u eating" "cuz I don't want to" "come on I know ur hungry eat something" "I don't want to" I said hollering my voice a bit stronger "u going to the party tonight" "Yea y" "wanna come with me?" He said as I looked at him shocked but also weird "me?" "Yea" he chuckled I thought for a moment and well I did need a ride "ok" I said as he smiled at me "why are u looking at me like that ur freaking me out.." I said as I moved farther and he came closer "omg..stop" I said as a smile came to my face and I moved to the other side as he smiled wider getting in my face "stop..stop" I said laughing while closing my eyes and I opened them I saw his eyes staring at me with a small sparkle "I'm so happy ur going with me juju" "Yea well this is probably the last time I will so enjoy tonight's company" is said as i smiled at him and he chuckled. School needed and it was close till Damian came and picked me up so I started getting ready
After I chose my outfit I heard a honk outside. I walked through the hallway and made my way outside to see Damian waiting for me while he was dancing playing "She's so Nice" as I laughed "nice hips mama" I said getting in the car "u know these hips don't lie tf" he said back in a sassy attitude as I laughed more and drove off to the party.