"Juju what the hell are u doing!?" *as I threw the lighter then put my head down started sobbing nonstop* "Tom..I c-can't I just-c-can't anymore I-i-I'm just so -d-done wi-with every-thing" *i said as I couldn't stop sobbing as he hugged my tightly in his arms* "juju..." *he said as he started silently crying* "juju I don't want u to hurt ur self and no I don't want u to die...u being in the hospital was....the worst thing that ever happened to me in my life." *as he started to cry more I lifted my head up and quickly kissed him thinking how how how can he be so painful but super caring* "I am really grateful to have u Tom and I hope u know that I try I try so hard to hate u but I can't...I really cant my heart will always love u no matter how hard u hurt me it will always love only u." *as he continued to cry now more softly he responded* "juju...I am truly so sorry I know that I'm not that important to u but to me girl ur so much more than gorgeous so much more than perfect i will never ever hurt u again juju bc u don't deserve that kind of treatment u deserve someone who treats u like a princess and I promise I will treat u like one." [toms POV] *as I reach out to look at her she's leaning on the back of the wall while she was a asleep. As I cleared me eyes I slightly picked her up and put her on the bed I covered her with a white blanket and laid beside bringing her close to me and hugging her thinking how do I do it to hurt her so much I'm such a fucking asshole I fucking hate myself if I was her I would've given up to but soon I just closed my eyes feeling her touch pleasing me*
(Time passes)
[still toms POV] *as I flutter my eyes open slowly waking up still holding juju tightly in my arms while I realized it was the afternoon since I saw out the window the sun lowering already. I slightly let her go and got up to go downstairs and in the main hall then I saw lee* "is she ok...?" "..she's fine but- "I know she told me about her...struggles..did she try to do it again?" *as I stayed silent for a moment still processing what happened before* "...yea..she tried to but I walked in and...she just started breaking out and it..it made me realize how much pain I caused her I knew she was with mason but I didn't care I should've just stoped...I made this mess I made her a mess I basically stabbed her I'm such a dick.." *as I leaned to the counter I started crying hard feeling like a pussy but I just wanted die at this point realizing how much damage I did to her*
