(Ok so y'all I decided to continue the story but more like reality so yea) "juju wake tf up gosh u a deep ass sleeper" lee said as as he got out of my room and I groaned in tiredness as I got up I headed to the bathroom taking my antidepressants while swallowing it and heading to the shower. After I showered I got out and changed into a grey hoodie and light blue mom jeans with my converse. I went downstairs and and grabbed my backpack as I started to walk to school. I got to school came inside while everyone was staring at me since last year everyone knew abt my sh so now everyone thinks I'm a fucking Emo creep all bc of haily. "Aww I hope u get better soon" she said as she walked pass me and laughed I didn't care though I already had enough shit going on why would I care abt her. I went to my first class and sat down at the back of the table where no one was sittings at but I had to sit in front of a group of girls who were making fun of me (also juju here gets bullied since her sh and her eye colors are different ones green and ones brown so yea.) we were abt to start class when the principal came in with a boy in baggy clothing lip piercing and dreads hopefully he doesn't sit here "sorry to interrupt Mrs. Tayler we have a new student coming in his name is Tom kaluitz" "oh thank you we will take good care of him in this class right!?" "Yesss" everyone said in a lower voice since it was very early still. "Ok sweetheart go ahead and sitttt.." she said as she was scanning the class so he can sit somewhere please not here please no- "oh over there where juju is" she pointed where I was as he looked at me and made his way there I felt super embarrassed so I just looked at my paper in front of me when suddenly a paper ball hit my head and landed where my work was I opened the ball and saw fix yourself loser written in red marker as I already heard their giggles. The bell rang and I quickly got up and threw the paper ball on the floor exiting already feeling my eyes water trying to stop it from overflowing before a drop forms down my face. I went inside the restroom and went inside a stall and took deep breaths while closing my eyes trying to calm myself don't let it get to you so suck it up and don't care. I went outside the restroom and continued to go to my classes. It was lunch and I got nothing I was really hungry but I didn't wanna eat I sat alone again until the new kid tom sat down next to me as I tuned my head the other way so he wouldn't see my eyes "hi" he said as I stayed quiet "look I already know about ur eyes just look at me" he said as I just looked down at the table instead "Juju i kno- "you don't even know me why do u care" I said as I looked at him for a second and stood up exiting the cafeteria and the school. I didn't really care if I got in trouble with the school or principal so I made my way home "why r u early" lee said as I came in "non of ur business" I mumbled "what!?" He said now getting up and getting in my face "come on say it louder" he said as I just looked at him "never mind I don't wanna see that hideous face of urs no wonder u get bullied" he said scoffing at the end while he tossed my face and let me go I went upstairs and closed my door leaving my backpack on the floor and taking my shoes off and heading to my bed I was just so tired until I got a message on my phone
Gen- hey how ru
Juju- I'm great hbu
Gen- I'm fantastic I made new friends and everyone is so nice to me and when I'm going through something they like always make me feel better
Juju- wow that great gen I hope ur happy
Gen- tysm juju ur always here for me
Juju- mhm
Hearing all of this from gen (gen is jujus only friend that moved away for college) made me realize that everyone just cares abt looks gen has always been perfect her whole life blue eyes blondie and some ppl might call her a big tittie bitch but obviously if I called her that which I never would it would clearly be weird but whatever I guess I'm just ugly. I slept until the morning but what really woke me up was parents fighting guess their back. "No what u don't understand is that I didn't wanna have her!" "It was ur choice suck it up!" "Wow what a great- I was in the hallway rubbing my eyes and looking at them "hi we're back.." "I can hear" I said hearing the part where my mom didn't wanna have me I already knew that but her saying out loud..? Wow. I went inside my room and started to change into a dark red long sleeve black baggy cargos and my dc's I took my antidepressants before heading out my room and walking down my hallway exiting the front door and walking to school. I walked in and again everyone was giggling laughing whispering looking it just gets worse everyday gosh I should just kms already I walked in my first class which was now the worst one since I actually had a partner I'm strongly trying to decline my feelings for but it's not like I'm gonna be all over him like all the other girls I sat down and got out my spiral writing down what's on the board for us "alright class I forgot to mention we are going to be having another new student and his name is Damian" "go ahead and take a seat in front of juju" "uh who.." "the girl with green and brown eyes" "oh" he said as he walked towards me and sat down now facing the front which leaded me to facing his back "hey I'm Damian" he said as he turned around looking at me "juju.." "I like ur name" "Yea" I said as in ty he was nice ig "juju wanna go out later" Tom asked me as I looked over at him "uhh" "come on I have to tell u something" "ok.." "just tell me here" "ok well at least go to the bathroom with me- "no I don't wanna have sex with u" "no no nothing like that it's just something else" "fine" I said as I asked to go to the restroom as he did so to idk how but she said yes to both of us as we got out of the classroom we made our way to the restroom and as we got he soon started talking "so I like haily and I need ur help to make her jealous" "no way" "juju" "no absolutely not" "please juju I'll leave u alone after I just want her to get jealous then be with me that's all" well ig we were both gonna get what we want so "fine" "yes tysm" he said as he smiled at me giving me a hug. We went back to class and I soon saw a bunch a girls staring at me like they wanted to murder me or something then a girl said to me "come to the restroom after" and turning around after I was confused as shit but ig I'll go. I was walking to the restroom again but when I got there there was a massive group of girls damn they all needed to take a shit or what "uhh..." "what did u do with Tom" "Nothing wha- "we know u gave him a blowjob or something" "I don't like him anyway so" "juju the fact that ur lying to us just makes u more of a bitch so how abt u tell us the truth" "I did nothing with him r u deaf or some shit!?" I said getting frustrated as I was telling the truth and with that they all came at me scratching my face slapping me punching cutting me with the scissors some of them had in their hand on my arms and face I was in so much pain that by the end of all that I couldn't even feel my face and my arms were covered in squirting blood and felt like they were asleep "Jess I think u went to far.." a girl said as they were all looking at me as I was in the corner floor breathing heavily tired resting my whole body and eyes feeling droopy "hey juju!" They called as I could hear their stress in their voices seeing all the damage they've done "juju listen to me!" Well coming here was surely a mistake is what a thought before passing out.
