I was still up while the sun was rising alone in a deep sea of thoughts I finally decided to get up and change. I put black cargos with a a red baggy shirt nd my Dc's. I grabbed my backpack and started walking to school trying my best not to get to tired. Once I got there I entered the school making my way to my first class when I soon saw tom making out with that girl he ws talking with in the hallway since she was in front of him he could see everyone staring including me. I just rolled my eyes in disgust and continued walking to my class. I sat down and soon came tom but thank god the teacher started talking before he could even speak to me "now I forgot to mention abt the project it's due Monday so start working on it during the time in the class I have work to do." He said as I soon heard mumbling and talking in the background since everyone was already going to work on the project. Our project was abt idk self harm and mental health or some shit. Ig I'm already gonna get a hundred on this project. I started writing some things down related to the project not focusing on what Tom was doing but as soon i was finally getting good ideas.. "pass me my pencil" Tom said whispering in my ear feeling the hotness of his breath on my ear and near my neck feeling his lips close. I quickly grabbed his pencil and set it down on the table so he can get it. "Thanks" he said as I continued writing things for the project. It was the end of my last period before lunch so I made my way to the cafeteria and entered already seeing Tom at the table I always sit at with that girl laughing. As much as I would love to just lock myself in the restroom I went anyway because I didn't wanna step on shit and smell blood. I quietly sat down and tried to ignore eye contact with them. "Hey so tom told be a lot about u and I'm so sorry" she said as I quickly turn to her confused. I swear if Tom told her anything bad abt me "abt what" "Well u know ur mental...issues" she said as she looked down at my wrist as I turned to Tom furiously "r u fucking joking" I said to him in a low tone so she wouldn't hear "look she just wanted to know abt u" "Yea abt me not my mental health" "well sorry" he said as I got up and left exiting the cafeteria and into the main hallway going outside the school. I went home and locked myself in my room getting my knife again now cutting 9 lines on my arm this time since the cuts on my wrist were enough. As I bled through I started to cry quietly. I feel like I can't trust anyone anymore I told tom everything but being the fucking dumbass bitch I was I actually trusted him. Iv never felt this sad in my life. I'm slowly losing myself so why don't I just end it all already. I found myself climbing to the top of a high building almost at the end. I opened the door quickly getting hit by a cold breeze I walked up to the edge with my whole body relaxed as my eyes were closed taking in the fresh air. But soon my body weight went away letting myself drop with now no thought at all and feeling empty like nothing ever happened to me. But "juju!" It was all just a dream.
So that's the end of this story I hope u all liked it I like making it Nd I hope u all r satisfied so ty for all support nd comments I love you guys without all of u I would've prolly given up the first chapter but ty.
