Dangerous Love 21+ PJM

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Why does everyone hate me? Is this my punishment for being who I am now? I was never fucking this way. I was a loving, sweet, good hearted, respectful, happy and everything you wanted as a daughter.

Got nothing but good grades. Getting into AP classes, was the class president, joining a variety of clubs. And also was the captain of the cheerleading squad. I never did anything wrong. My mother always supported me through everything. My life was perfect.

She wanted me and Lo not to be involved in my father's life. So she did everything in power to make us like normal girls. Getting us away from the cruel world and killing people. Trying to get away from my father when he was on his rampage.

Until cancer took over her...

I remember that day, walking into her hospital room of our private hospital. Where her body was deteriorating. She looked so sick that it made me cry. I never wanted to see my mom in this much pain. Why did this happen to her. She was sweet and innocent like me. Never fought or anything and just cared about who she loved.

My father and mother never argued. They were so lovable with each other. Even if he was the don. They were childhood sweethearts. Both, hung out when they were younger. Best friends actually. Until my father made the first move.

Ever since then they were inseparable. Did everything together. Until my grandfather got my dad under his wing and made him be part of the Mafia.

My mother didn't like it. But, she loved him and stood by him through everything. He still treated her the same way even though he was in the Mafia. They got married when they were 17 and 18. A year later, my brother Baekhyun was born.

Baekhyun started young in the Mafia when my dad took over for my grandfather. Again my mother wasn't too happy about it but she understood.

Then Lo was born and finally me...

When we were born, she pried us away from the Mafia life. She confronted my father and told him that we weren't getting involved. And he agreed.

So, he trained my mother instead but still made her stay at home. He didn't want her out there cause he loved her that much and didn't want nothing to happen to her.

When Lo turned 15 and I was 13, that's when our lives turned upside down. My mother, she started getting sick... Really sick. We thought it was a fever or the basic cold. But it got worse in time. Until they broke the news to my father.

She had cancer.

He argued with the doctor, which was his own. Since the don or any type of hospital weren't allowed to step foot into a hospital for personal reasons. He threatened the doctor to save our mother.

The doctor tried and tried for months, for years. But nothing worked.

I never saw my father break down the way he did. She was his best friend and the love of his life. Again, they were friends before they came lovers.

Spent hours in the hospital with her. Forgettable the life that he had outside of the hospital. My mother meant more to him than anything.

The day our personal doctor told us she had a couple weeks to live. He prayed to God to take him instead. That he couldn't live in a world where she didn't exist.

Weeks passed and her body was getting weaker and weaker by Day. Me and Lo were in the hospital with her. Holding her hand and telling her what's happening.

She was smiling weakly and trying to listen Talked in small words here and there. Laughing a little when we told her jokes and stuff My father came in afterwards with my brother. As my mother saw my father, the biggest smile that I've seen her do.