drabbles | bts (discont)

regrets

au: the alternate bad ending to my long story, hold me tight. :) please go ahead and read that to under stand this! thanks!
warning: major character death, violence

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"yoongi hyung!" jimin shouted as he slammed yoongi's door, stumbling unsteadily inside the messy and bloody apartment.

"God, yoongi hyung," jimin cursed the elder as he winced, wiping small tears that escaped his eyes.

he shuffled around the whole house, eyeing the bloody walls and broken glass scattered around.

yoongi hurt himself, he was going to kill himself, it was clear he was. jimin started to bawl out tears as he walked around the house.

it was silent. jimin hadn't remembered yoongi leaving the house, so he was expecting the worse.

the boy hesitantly held the knob to the washroom. it was bloody.

as the door opened slightly, what jimin saw through the small crevices was yoongi.

but he wasn't moving.

jimin's hand trembled as he slowly walked in. yoongi was bloody all over, and his wrists were cut and the tub with filled with a red colored water.

"y-yoongi hyung..." jimin whispered into yoongi's ear, he wanted yoongi to flinch at his voice. like he always did.

jimin shook yoongi then pressed his ear against the elder's chest. his heart wasn't beating.

jimin felt a wave of tears flow out of his eyes, and he cried into yoongi's cold, un moving chest.

"yoongi hyung," jimin smiled weakly, "you're not really dead, aren't you?" he asked the still yoongi. his voice rough and raspy, quiet and sad.

"yoongi hyung." jimin said again, his smile disappearing, "yoongi hyung!" he screamed.

yoongi was dead, cold, and still in jimin's warm arms. he didn't cuddle put beside jimin, he didn't speak up or talk to him, he didn't even look at jimin.

he was dead, and jimin had to accept it. he was dead, and jimin loved him.

he was dead, and he never had the chance to say he loved jimin back.

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well. this is sad.
sorry if you're crying right now but tbh I am too /cries/
thank u for reading this.....please don't hate me aughheh
btw this I didn't even proofread this so there are a lot of mistakes sorry omg