drabbles | bts (discont)

parties, and a secret love

"namjoonie." seokjin called. namjoon's head cocked up as he heard his name being called. seokjin greasily smiled and gestured namjoon to come where he was. namjoon walked over hesitantly with a raised eyebrow. seokjin smiled another poisonous smile in front of namjoon.

"get dressed." seokjin said, "we're going out." namjoon's mouth hanged open as seokjin spoke.

"huh?" he yelped. seokjin furrowed his eyebrows and shooed namjoon away. "ahh, just hurry up and get dressed." he groaned as he pushed namjoon into his room to change. namjoon sighed, before finally saying, "what should i wear?"

seokjin smiled at him and replied, "something you can dance in." namjoon felt shivers go up his spine as he saw seokjin's pretty smile again. seokjin was really pretty.

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they arrived at a small club downtown, and namjoon was eyeing every inch of the place. he didn't expect seokjin going to clubs much, but he figured at seokjin's age he should be going to parties and clubs like this. namjoon couldn't help but feel a little bit jealous, but he quickly fixed his hair in the mirror before taking a seat beside seokjin.

the bartender wriggled his eyebrows suggestively at seokjin and looked namjoon from head to toe. am i wearing something weird? namjoon thinks, before he hears seokjin speak to the bartender. they seem quite close.

"seokjin! why haven't you been answering my calls?" he says bluntly, glancing his eyes back and forth between namjoon and seokjin. seokjin rolls his eyes into oblivion and takes a sip from his drink. namjoon gulps and takes a sip too, he felt quite thirsty after seeing seokjin take a wealthy drink.

"um? am i talking to you?" seokjin replies bitterly, but he's smiling at the handsome bartender. seokjin's head turns toward namjoon, leaving namjoon's eyes wide. namjoon mentally points to himself before seokjin's mouth opens to speak.

"this is kim namjoon, my friend." seokjin introduces namjoon. the man smiles at namjoon, and namjoon can't help but feel bitterness behind that bright smile. seokjin's mouth opens again to speak, "this is jin hyosang. he's an old friend of mine, actually, i don't know him." namjoon is quite surprised to see seokjin act so...bitter, towards someone.

hyosang slaps seokjin's arm playfully pouting, "you're so mean." he mumbles, before running away to serve another customer. namjoon wonders to himself and thinks seokjin is acting awfully like yoongi towards hyosang. he almost wishes seokjin was comfortable enough with the rest of the members to act like that towards them as well.

seokjin smiles back again at namjoon, and he holds up his drink. "cheers?" he grins. namjoon nervously smiles back and they clink their drinks together and take a loud slurp before breathing again and feeling horribly drunk.

"wanna dance?" seokjin looks over at namjoon. namjoon raises an eyebrow, seokjin knows he's horrible at dancing and so does namjoon. hell, his painful looking shoulder dance doesn't even look normal. but namjoon isn't one to say anything because he's pretty bad too. he doesn't understand why though.

"you know we both suck at dancing." namjoon smirks.

"why not? hoseok isn't here to tease us." seokjin says. before namjoon could even reply seokjin's already grabbing him by the wrist and dragging him onto the dance floor, which is full of people. it's kind of tight and hot there, but seokjin gives namjoon a comforting smile and holds onto his hand the entire time.

the whole time, namjoon's crotch area is grinding against seokjin's butt and namjoon is cringing about how awkward it would be if seokjin could feel his hard-on (which is a natural reaction. namjoon has his reasons) and wonder's if seokjin is actually enjoying this or not. namjoon can hear seokjin groan only once and that only makes namjoon more aroused.

seokjin and namjoon are so drunk and wasted and their bodies are hot and sticky and sweaty and painfully close with each other. seokjin looks back at namjoon suddenly, his cheeks are flushed and the strands of his hair have sweat dripping from them. seokjin's hands are sweaty and so are namjoon's.

"i - i think we should go home." seokjin rasps. namjoon stares at him as multiple bodies are bouncing up and down against them and squeezing them closer, but namjoon only nods in agreement and he silently grabs seokjin's hand tighter and snakes his way out from the crowd.

by the time they get home, jimin greets them as he's fresh from a shower and a towel is draped around his neck. namjoon manages to carry an extremely drunk seokjin home and namjoon is only some-what drunk namjoon. namjoon can feel seokjin's soft breathing on his neck, and he whispers a small, "is jungkook asleep?" loud enough for jimin to hear.

jimin smiles, and whispers a small, "yes," in reply. namjoon thanks the boy for being mature with the both of them and thanks him. seokjin nuzzles his head closer to namjoon's skin and namjoon swears he suddenly gets goosebumps. he can feel seokjin smile into his neck, and he can't help but smile unconsciously back at him.

he lays seokjin onto the couch, wiping his sweat away then leaning down beside him to only look at his pretty face. namjoon gently brushes the small strands of hair away from seokjin's face and traces out is jawline softly with his finger. seokjin flinches only slightly at the touch and namjoon can't help but giggle quietly. he think's seokjin is so gorgeous.

namjoon hesitates, but he then goes in to kiss seokjin's soft plump lips softly, quickly cocking his head back in embarrassment. seokjin's eyes open only slightly and namjoon's face is only inches away from his. seokjin felt the small brush that namjoon left on his lips and he suddenly calls for more.

namjoon flinches at seokjin's small whimper then looks back at him. seokjin's eyes are now wide open and he's looking directly at namjoon.

"kiss me again." seokjin mumbles. "i love you."

namjoon gulps. he doesn't know if seokjin is drunk or not but he still goes in again to kiss seokjin as he said obediently, whispering a small, "i love you too," into seokjin's lips.

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i...i dont know. but here...namjin...as requested. LOL. im sorry this is horrible. anyways, thank you again for reading as always and i hope you'll enjoy more in the future! thanks~!