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✼ N E V A E H ✼

We eventually got tired of being locked in the room when we really didn't have to be, and moved to living room but it was just Spencer and I since Atticus had more pressing matters to attend to in his office.

The minute we settle down and finally pick a movie to watch, Spencer immediately turns to me. I try to watch the show and look at him at the same time, but that's fucking impossible because I can't tear my eyes away from Jamie fucking Fraser's fine ass. I swear I came the minute his face popped off on the TV.

I wanted to climb him like a fucking tree and-

"So basically, yeah." I hear Spencer say, but I'm still not paying attention because Jamie is currently taking his clothes off. "Did you hear a word I said, girl?"

"Nope, I did not." I admit, half apologetic. "He's just so fucking fine." And I drag my hand down my face while pulling my hair to make it more dramatic. I literally have to close my legs every time I see him on my screen.

"It's okay, I zoned out mid conversation, too."

I now turn my body, sitting criss-cross applesauce cherries in a basket and give Spencer all my attention. "What were you saying, Spence? You now have my full and undivided attention." I add a smile and place my hands under my chin as I bat my eyelashes feverishly.

"It's no doubt that Atlas has a huge ego," Spencer claims, turning to face me at the same time. "So use it to your advantage."

"I wonder what else is huge," I mumbled under my breath in a manner that only I can hear and hopefully there's a fly buzzing in Spencer's ear right now so he doesn't hear me.

"Huh?!" Spencer asked, still looking at me but this time with a more confused look. "Your mouth was moving but no words were coming out."

"My bad, that normally doesn't happen until 3 AM." I respond. There's just something oddly different about 3 AM and I could never put my finger on it. All the crazy things start happening at 3.

"Anywho, how do suppose I go about using Atlas' ego to my advantage." I ask Spencer, trying to stop myself from being side tracked from literally everything. I cannot stay focused for the life of me. Everything I do, always comes with me fantasizing or daydreaming about how different my life would be if I wasn't living.

, Spencer's face beamed with excitement as he clapped his hands together eagerly. "I totally haven't thought of this before. But it's obvious that you two had or were having a little moment before I walked into the room earlier."

I waved a dismissive hand at him before he could take the conversation any further, "Pshh, what are you on about, Carrot Head? I can't even look at his without wanting to uh...uh... choke."

Yeah girl, choke on that d-

"Honey, there's no point trying to convince me, I've seen the way you two look at each other." He continues, not letting go of the fact that he thinks there's something between me and his brother.

"Yeah, we look at each other like we want to murder each other, Spence. I'm glad I'm not the only one who noticed that," I justify, part of me feeling relieved that he didn't think anything of the way we looked at each other.

I personally didn't see anything special or out of the ordinary with the way we looked at each other. Most of the time it felt like whenever we looked at each other, I could see stars in his eyes. But that's probably due to my lack of sleep and delusions.