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✼ N E V A E H ✼

It's been two whole days since Atticus and I almost...fucked and had a very intimate session in his bathtub. 

Luckily I didn't have to go through another process of trying to avoid him. Not that I was going to anyway, some part of me stupidly craved the attention he handed to me. He was on one of his business trips and he had left not long after we left the bathtub. 

Well, I guess I didn't technically leave because I fell asleep and he had changed me and carried me to my bed. I woke up not long after he laid me on the bed and he was saying something about going to Mexico for a week because there was someone he needed to deal with. 

I've just been by my lonesome. Okay, not really I just like saying that word. 

Spencer and Rory have been staying over since Atticus left because he said he needs someone to keep a close eye on me. In all honesty, all we've been doing is stuffing our mouths with a bunch of junk food and having a Criminal Minds Marathon although majority of the time I was gasping for air whenever Morgan and Reid popped up. 

And Hotch. We can't forget Hotch.

Akira and Viola have also been at my ass ever since Atticus and I almost...fucked. It still feels weird registering those words into my head. I didn't believe myself to be someone who couldn't keep their hormones in check. I mean, a few days ago I could proudly say that I haven't been fucked by anyone but myself since arriving in Italy. 

I would call it an accomplishment because back home I would have a different encounter with someone every other week. 

And to think that the other day I was so close to fully submitting myself to him. 

There was just something about him that allowed me to be unhinged and out of control. Mainly because I normally don't let tension between me and someone else last for as long as this did. For the most part, whenever I feel attracted to someone I go straight for them, ignoring every obstacle in my way. 

For Atticus, I couldn't deny my attraction to myself any longer, but I couldn't tell him I wanted him directly to his face. Those words do wonders to a person with an ego as big as his. I think the reason the tension is still fizzing out is because of how strongly I dislike him. 

And Akira, Viola, and now Eddie kept giving me a look that said they knew something that I didn't know they knew. I swear, every time I walked past them, they would side-eye me and then give me a smirk that screamed "We're up to no good." 

Thank God they were called in yesterday to go join their boss in Mexico. Or else they probably would've ended up in needles and threads on their heads because they can't seem to get the idea of me and Atticus being together out of their heads. 

We don't even like each other, so I don't know what they're on about.

Rory decided that she didn't care if Atticus and I were "sleeping together" and the only thing she cares about is that he doesn't steal me away from her or she'll gladly murder him, twin or not. I like to tell myself that she was half serious when she said that.

They even got Spencer in on it and he was so close to going to Target the other day to buy baby diapers and some formula because he said something about me and Atticus acting like dumb fools and how the next time he saw me, I'd probably be knocked up because of how thick the tension is.