Unfortunately Lucky (bxb)

Chapter 6

Chris's POV

"Not until you apologize to Christopher."

"Apologize for what? He called me a faggot!!" CJ argued. 

"After you called him that first" Trey argued back. 

"He did nothing wrong to you, you literally would've assaulted him if it wasn't for me. That's why I did what I did." He went silent. I think he knew he was wrong. 

"Apologize to him. And look him in the eyes while you do it." I could feel his eyes being laid on me, but l continued to stare at the screen. 

"I'm gonna get something downstairs. By the time I come back y'all better have made up." Trey glared at him while saying that. 

"And you better not do anything to him while I'm gone."

He got up, and before he left, he uttered. 

"I'll be back." He closed the door. The room fell silent. I didn't want to say anything because I was still scared. Why did Trey decide to leave in the same room together? What if he tries to do something to me again? 

"Fuck." I heard him whisper. I felt him get up and sit next to me. I could feel his eyes lying upon me. Studying me. Maybe to see if he could take advantage of me. He was creeping me out. I started to shake out of fear, hoping he wouldn't notice.

He finally broke the ice.

"You wanna talk, aight, let's talk." He sighed. 

 "....I'm sorry I called you a faggot. And i'm sorry if I might've scared you earlier. I didn't say anything. Did really expect me to forgive that easily? 

"Did you hear me?" I remained silent. "I know you're not ignoring me." He raised his voice. 

"I'm trying to apologize to you and you fucking ignore me??" I wasn't ignoring him, I was waiting for a proper apology. I suddenly felt him grab my face.

 "Look at me!!" He yelled. I wanted to die immediately. I've never felt so endangered before. Not even exploring the shadier parts of the city made me feel this unsafe. I tried my best to hold back tears. The look on my face must've signaled to him that he messed up.

He let go, my face was kind of sore. 

"Shit bro I didn't mean to do that I swear!!" I couldn't hold back anymore and let the tears fall. 

"You're so mean. I didn't do anything to you so why are you treating me like this?" I let it all out. 

"I said I was sorry bro..." He responded. Those words lit a fire in my heart. 

"I don't understand why everyone's so mean to me. I don't do anything, I don't say anything to anyone, so why?" 

"Hey I'm really sorry dude, I-" I snapped.

"NO, no you're not! If you were then you wouldn't've tried to attack me! You wouldn't have called me that name, just because I'm gay!" He didn't say anything. 

"I'm normal just like the rest of you!" I was beginning to get angrier the more I thought about it. 

"Okay bro, just calm down, I get where you're coming from I really do, so relax." He responded. This sent me over the edge. 

"How?! How do you know where I'm coming from?! Are you gay?! I angrily asked. I thought about it. Maybe he's down low and is jealous of me because I'm openly gay. Is he jealous...? Maybe he just likes tormenting me and is just messing with me. I looked at him through my tears. He was looking away from me and seemed to be in deep thought.