Adopted By A Drag Queen

Chapter 23. What am I Going to do?

Ian's POV

It's been almost two weeks since we have been home and today is the day before Christmas Eve. Kade and I are at the mall with Sasha Colby right now and it's been an okay day. Tomorrow we are going to Danny's moms house, which I guess is our Grandma now. So I'm a little nervous about meeting her and possibly Danny's brothers, who are our uncles now.

I can't shake this feeling of sickness right now. I have been feeling sick for three weeks now. That can't be good. It's a weird kind of sickness too, because I am throwing up and feel nauseous, but I don't have a fever.

We are at the food court and nothing sounds good. I feel nauseous even thinking about food right now.

"You okay kid?" Sasha asks me from across the table. She can sense that I'm not okay. "Yeah, I just don't feel very well." I respond, putting my head down. I can see Sasha's expression turn to worry. "I'll be fine." I say kind of bluntly.

Kade looked over at me sadly. He has been helping me so much throughout all of this. I am so grateful to have him. "Hey, how about we finish our food and then we can go back to my place for a little bit?" Sasha speaks up. I look over at Kade and then back at Sasha. We both nod, and they finish their food quickly so we can get going.

After they finish, we walk out of the mall and to Sasha's car. I get in the back seat with Kade and immediately pull out my phone. I had to find out why I was so sick. I told myself that I wasn't going to google anything but I have been so sick, I need to know.

I open the search engine and type in, why am I throwing up every morning for 3 weeks but don't have a fever? I look at the results kind of scared of what will happen. Stomach Flu. Gastroesophageal reflux disease. Whatever that is. I come across one answer that makes my heart drop. Pregnancy.

There is no way. Maybe. What if he... No, there is no way. I haven't had my period in a while either. Fuck. This can't be happening. I need to tell someone.

"Kade?" I say in no more than a whisper. "Yeah?" He turns to me, he can see I am panicking. I show him my phone and it takes him a second to see it but once he does his face freezes. "No, there is no way." He denies. "Kade, you know there is a possibility. It has been a month since.... You know. What if I'm..." Kade drops my phone and his face is in a state of shock. "You okay back there?" Sasha asks. "Sasha can you stop that CVS please?" Kade asks her. "Kade what are you doing?" I slightly yell at him. "We have to make sure before we freak out." Sasha looks back at us through the rearview mirror. "What do you need?" She looks concerned. "Can I tell her?" Kade looks at me expectantly. I nod scared as hell. "Ian thinks he might be pregnant."

Sasha's eyes widened, like she had just seen a ghost. "That would explain the morning sickness. Fuck." I hear her whisper.

For the rest of the ride to CVS we sit in silence. I didn't feel like talking about it either. But eventually we did get to CVS and we had to talk.

I got out of the car and walked into the store. My heart speeds up from even the thought I might be pregnant.

We finally found the aisle with the pregnancy tests. "Which one do we get?" Kade asks, looking confused as all hell. "Let's just get a variety." Sasha suggests and starts to grab a few different brands.

After we grab about four different boxes we go to the cashier. As the lady was scanning the boxes she broke the silence. "Congratulations, if you are pregnant." She looks at Sasha expectantly. I look over to Sasha and it looks as if she is holding in the biggest laugh. "Thank you." She smiles at the woman. "I can see that you have gorgeous boys." She looks at Kade and I. Now I see why Sasha was holding in a laugh. Sasha giggles a little bit before responding. "I guess it's genetics." The lady laughs at Sasha's response. "Y'all have a good day." The woman hands Sasha the bag. "You too." Sasha responds as we walk out of the door.

We got back into the car and we all burst out laughing. I love people who come from only love in their heart. "Okay MOM." I laugh so hard. "I love people so much!" Sasha manages to get out from her laughter.

"Okay let's go home." Kade says, trying to calm down."

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The rest of the car ride was spent in silence. I was thinking about all of the possibilities of these tests.

I was broken out of my trance by the car stopping in front of Sasha's apartment building. I grabbed the bag from the front seat, and started on the trek to Sasha's apartment.

We eventually got there and she opened the door. I walked in and immediately sat down. I didn't want to think about it anymore.

"I think we should call Danny. He should be here." Kade says to me. I nod. I really just wanted him to wrap his arms around me and tell me it will be okay. "Here." Sasha hands me a bottle of water so I can pee. "Thank you." I thank her and start drinking it. "I'll call Danny." I tell Kade, pulling out my phone.

I open the phone app and click on Danny's contact. I was so scared. After three rings he picks up the phone. "Hello?" I smile at his voice, but the smile fades very quickly. "Hey dad, can you come over Sasha's?" I ask with tears filling my eyes. "Yeah, is everything okay?" The tears start to flow, I don't know what to say. "I- I think I'm pregnant, and I'm going to take a test but I want you here." I start crying hard. It is all coming to me. I might have a baby in me. "Baby, it will be okay. I'll be over there in five minutes. I love you." Danny calmed me. "I love you too."

And with that he hung up the phone. I cried in my hands and Kade pulled me into his chest. "Hey, we don't know if you are or not, it will all be okay." I soothed until I stopped crying. I love my brother so much and I always will.

I heard a knock on the door and Sasha went over and opened it. It was Danny. He ran over to me and wrapped his arms around me. I felt okay. Like everything was going to be okay.

We broke our embrace and he looked at me. "Whatever is on that test, we will work through it." I nod and take the bag of tests to the bathroom.

After I'm done I put the caps on them and bring them out to the living room. "What do they say?" Kade said anxiously. "I don't know yet, they are still developing." I was scared as all living hell. What if I am pregnant? How I'm I going to take care of it?

"Come here." Kade says. I walk over to him on the couch and cuddle next to him. "It will all be okay." He pets my hair and makes me feel loved.

"It's been five minutes, should we check them?" Kade broke the silence. I felt limp. I don't know what I'm going to do if that test says positive. I nod and get up from my spot and walk over to the counter to the turned over test.

I grab the pink one in front of me and take a deep breath. My life could change with the answer to this.

I turned over the test and looked away before I could see anything. "Whatever that test says, it will all be okay. We will help you through it." Danny calms my nerves slightly.

Okay, there is no going back now. I need to know. I look down at the test in my hands. My heart flutters slightly. There is one very dark line. So not pregnant?

I pick up another test and look at it. It reads Pregnant. What? But the other one... I look back at the first one and look closely, my heart sinks. There is a faint second line.

I grab the last two and they both look like the first, one dark line with a faint second line.

I feel my body go numb. I'm pregnant. I start sobbing. Why, why did I let this happen. What am I going to do?

Danny rushes over to me while Kade takes the tests and looks at them. "Holy shit." I hear him mutter.

The rest of the night was a big blur. There was a lot of crying, and doctor appointment scheduling. All I feel is numb.

A million thoughts go through my head. What is my grandma going to think of her grandkid who is pregnant. What do I do with it? Do I keep it? I have no clue what to do.

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