if I had wings to fly

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⚠️ TW: suicidal thoughts⚠️

If I could grow angel wings before the day I die

I'd fly over that rainbow painted in the sky

Maybe I'd go further

Higher above the clouds

But I pray to all the gods

That I wouldn't come back down

And that they'd find my body within a patch of dirt

Because I don't want to fly away

I just want my wings to burn

Like icarus I'd fly towards the sun

Just for a last laugh

The one that says 'fuck you'

I've suffered long enough throughout the years I've been

So if I had wings to fly

I'd dive right off a cliff

Crashing into water

Where the waves will tear my skin

Rip off all my feathers

So I bleed the ocean red

And painfully but peacefully

I'll hopefully end up dead.

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