I can't choose {Tom Parker/Nathan Sykes Fanfiction}

Chapter 37: I hate you both

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CHAPTER:) uhm I'm sorry I didn't update, I'm seriously stuck with a lot of things right now. My baby cousin was born, my dad came out of hospital, my dogs going to the vets, school work, revision I was just very very very busy!! Don't hate me please, for you guys I wrote to chapters, the two chapters which are most important. 3 MORE CHAPTERS TO GO I THINK???? Ok now I will just give you the chapter. Love ya all x

"Yeah that's right, he told me" She smirks, looking at Nathan who has stood away from me like I contain a deadly bug that he could catch.

"Maddie?" Nathan whispers to me, taking in my face that shows the amount of shock that I'm feeling. I look at him in despair, my mouth opens to talk but nothing comes out, I'm frightened of choking on my own tounge. I can't lie to him, but maybe the truth is even worse.

"They've been cheating on the both of us Nathan" Caoimhes voice wavers. It feels like an out of body experience, my mind is screaming to talk, to tell him everything, to explain and hope he forgives me, my mouth isn't co-operating and I don't even know if my legs will hold me for much longer.

"Is that true?" He looks at me in disgust, his eyes on the brink of tears.

"And not just the once, they've done it loads, Tom says he loves her" Caoimhe goes on and on. That's when I have to speak.

"We did it once!" I retaliate, why is she lying, isn't once enough for her? We stand in silence as I realise I've just admitted what we did, I've been lying all this time and now one slip of the tounge has revealed everything.

"Tom says that's why she was so disapointed to see you on Christmas day, because of all their little plans" She spits. Why is she doing this.

"Is that true?" Nathan walks further away from me, going to stand next to Caoimhe.

"No, I, we did, but not like she's saying, we only did it once" I stutter and stumble.

"Only?!" Nathan shouts.

"No I didn't mean it like that, I just meant it isn't like she's saying it is" What's the point in even trying to explain myself?

"They've even cheated on us this holiday, today when they went out shopping" She really is lying through her teeth.

"That's why you were all...messy and panicky when you came back" Nathan wags his finger, like he's finally figured it all out.

"No! I told you we went in the sea, I wondered what was up with her" I point at her, I've never hated anyone so much in my life.

"Get out of my sight" Nathan hisses at me, I stare at him as my mind tries to keep up to speed with everything that's going off "you disgust me" he adds. I don't know where else to go, I just walk. I wrap my arms around my body as I feel exsposed and vunerable to the Ibiza nightlife, it's scary and over the top when you're alone. My feet walk regardless of where my mind think's it's going and I find myself outside of the club we had previously left. I flash the security my wristband and they allow me back in. I slip as my heels hit the now slushy foam, and I get up quickly before I can get trampled on, if I know Tom he'll be waiting on the dancefloor ready for the next foam unleashing. The shock has cleared up the alcohol in my body and everybody is moving much too slowly for me. I push my way through the crowd gathering and spot him dancing with Max, Siva, Jay and Kaya.