I can't choose {Tom Parker/Nathan Sykes Fanfiction}

Chapter 4: Did you just fucking kiss me?

A couple of hours had passed since the deckchair incident and it was safe to say me and Tom were quite drunk.

"I'm sorry for the other day though Mads" Tom said ruffling my hair roughly.

"Get off" I laughed taking his arm away trying to flatten down my hair.

"But you're forgiven" I added "besides I saw Jake Smith so he made me realise how much of a good friend you are" I smiled cheesily.

"That twat? Eurgh I hate what he did to you" Tom said angrily, I shouldn't have brought it up.

"I hate him more" I mumbled, I was getting upset again but I knew it was because of the beer.

"You were always too good for him anyway" Tom smiled trying to calm himself down and cheer me up.

"No I'm not Tom, you were right the other day, I'm going to be one huge joke at University, I mean come on how many eighteen nearly nineteen year olds do you know who haven't even had their first kiss?" I scoffed, sometimes I was proud of myself for not giving in to peer pressure, I knew that when it was my first time then it would be special, with someone I could trust. But other days I was tempted to get dressed up, go into town and pull, just so I could loose it already and be a normal teenager.

"Whoever you choose will be a lucky guy" Tom said drawing little circles on my arm to calm me.

"Yeah right, I'll probably mess it all up" I laughed miserably, why did I have to be so awkward, it was just sex, every teenager in the world was doing it.

"You know what we should do, like that No Strings Attatched film!" Tom said eagerly.

"I haven't seen it?" I said, a confused look on my face.

"Basically their friends, but whenever they're both single they just sleep together" Tom laughed.

"Me...and you?" I said nearly spitting out my beer.

"I dont mean it in a seedy way, but you trust me, and this way I can show you the ropes before you go to uni!" Tom said bringing his chair closer to mine so he could explain himself.

"Tom, were best friends?" I said backing away from him, how much beer had he drank?

"I'm being serious Maddie, I dont want some dicks at Uni telling everyone you were shit in bed, believe me guys do that. I'm not just saying this to get sex Mads, I dont want you to get hurt. I'll take it steady and then you can be a pro in time for univeristy" Tom winked cheekily, but he had sincerity in his voice.

"I cant kiss you let alone sleep with you Tom" I said, I was beyond shocked, kissing him would just be wrong.

"Just come here, lets try" Tom said, gently pulling my hand so I was closer to him.

"Try what?" I asked, he didn't want me to sleep with him right here and now did he?

"Just be quiet" Tom said, hooking his finger under my chin so I looked up at him, his face was moving closer but I was too confused to move. His eyes searched mine to look for a response before he shut them and placed his lips on mine. It felt weird but I couldn't tell wether it was because he was my bestfriend or if it was because this was my first kiss, I hardly had anything to compare it too.

"Come on you two were making a speech!" I heard my Mums voice as she opened the shed door. I pulled away from Tom as my Mums mouth opened with shock and disbelief.

"Coming" I said to my Mum as I stepped away from Tom, I was trying to make it seem like we hadn't been doing anything but the expression on my face made it clear that I was shocked to see my Mum. She gave me a happy smile and actually had the audacity to wink at me.

"Coming" Tom repeated but adding a sexual reference to the saying.

"Tom why did you just do that? That was my first ever kiss, and you just...took it from me!" I said angrily, I'd hardly refused but at the same time he should have known that wasn't what I wanted. I walked back into the house not quite being able to stop the tingling sensation on my lips.

"So to finish off my little speech, I just want to say a congratulations to my beautiful daughter. Hip hip hooray!" My Mum started off a chant as the whole room repeated the hoorays, this was my worst nightmare. All eyes were on me and I was frightened my Mum had shared with the whole room that she'd seen me and Tom kissing, it wouldn't suprise me, she loved to embarress me.

"And now it's my turn" Tracy smiled proudly at Tom as she raised a glass in Tom's direction, he was stood leaning on the doorway, he looked over at me for a brief second with a weird expression on his face. I continued to look at him as Tracy began to talk again.

"Well he's no longer in a tribute band, he's in a his own boyband! It's all serious stuff, infact you know the woman with curly hair from Baywatch, she's set them up" Tracy cheered as the room ooh'd and arrh'd at the fact that they could remember this woman from Baywatch, I was geussing she was pretty big. I watched as all the woman went up to tom to hug him, and all the men to shake his hand. I couldn't believe this news, Tom in a boyband.

"I dont even know what to say?" I said in shock as I went up to him, I'd waited until everyone had congratulated him, I needed to arrange my words so they portrayed just how proud I was of him.

"That you're happy for me?" Tom shrugged, offering his arms out for a hug.

"Thats not even sufficient, I'm so proud of you already Tom, I knew you'd find your way" I squealed as I rested my head onto his chest.

"I take it I'm forgiven for taking your kissing virginity" Tom laughed, the vibrations could be felt on my cheek.

"Mmm, when can I ever stay mad at you Parker?" I said looking up at him.

"You cant" Tom laughed, sticking his tounge out so he licked my nose.

"Eww, you nuttter. Come one, lets get another drink to celebrate" I said pushing him into the kitchen.