I can't choose {Tom Parker/Nathan Sykes Fanfiction}

Chapter 18: Five though

"You might aswell just move in" I laugh as me and Kaya begin to walk home.

"I'm just waiting for Jay to ask me" she winks as we turn into another street. We were pretty settled at university and for months now Kaya would come back home with me when our day was over. It was clear Jay liked her, but for some reason he just wasn't making it official, not that it mattered, they acted like an old married couple. Mine and Tom's deal was still taking place, and as for Nathan, well lets just say he had made no other attempts to kiss me again.

"By the way I have something to tell you, I'm not sure if I should, I dont even know if it's true, you know magazines, they lie, I'm sure it's lies, pack of liars" Kaya rambles on, a sign shes nervous and is holding something back from me.

"Kay, spit it out" I laugh nervously as she stops me from walking any further.

"I found this in this weeks Now magazine" she says simply, placing a crumpled piece of glossy paper in my hand, it's clear to me that it was ripped out in a hurry. My eyes scan the page for what I'm supposed to be reading, it's just the usual interview with the boys. Jay cracking jokes, they're all making sarcastic comments about how long Nathan takes in the shower, who's single and who isn't. Of course Tom answers that he's single, I'm okay with that, this deal doesn't need to get complicated, not if we want to savour our friendship. Then my eyes ackowledge the part that Kaya must be so worked up about. The interviewer asks them who is the luckiest with the ladies, all the boys answer with Tom, especially on nights out. That I can just about handle, I've never seen him bring girls back to the flat but I can imagine him to flirt with them, who can blame him. But then my eyes read the part that makes me feel sick, I feel dirty, and stupid.

"We went out last week, and I slept with five women in one night, I'm sure one of them was about fifty years old" The response from Tom is written in black and white. The interviewer makes a comment about Tom liking cougars and then it ends.

"It might have been before you got together" Kaya places her hand on my shoulder to try and comfort me.

"It's disgusting" I simply reply. My feet begin to move before I've even planned what I'm going to do, I hear Kaya running after me but she's wearing wedges and I know I'll be much faster in my converse. I run all the way back without breaking to control my breathing, I dont bother waiting for the lift when I'm back in the apartment block, I head straight for the stairs. I don't know what I'm going to do when I get there but my body cant stop.

"Where's Tom?" I shout to who ever will listen.

"Why dont I have girls running through the door shouting to have sex with me" Nathan rolls his eyes, clearly not noticing that I must look like a maniac.

"Just tell me where he is, I dont have time for your silly games" I say bitterly, a bit too harsh for what I'd intended.

"Alright, stop acting like you're going to chop my dick off and I'll tell you" Nathan smiles as he perches on the arm of the sofa.

"You'll tell me now, and I'll still chop your dick off for wasting my time" I say, my foot actually slams on the floor in a toddler like tantrum and I shake off the amusement it brings him.

"He's waiting in the woods for you, where you're going to make sweet love, and scream his name, and he'll say he loves you and you'll live happily ever after" Nathan says in a sickly sweet tone, I cant tell whether it's jealousy or sarcasm. I dont wait for an explanation, I don't wait to reply with a witty comment, I dont wait to slap him around the face, which is definitley what I feel like doing, "scream his name" pffft, he isn't that good. Okay I'm lying to myself but it makes me feel better, I must release my inner bitch if I'm going to face Tom five women in one night Parker.