One Year Time Bomb

My Wish for You

Was it wrong of him to wish for a happy ending?

Was it wrong of Lan Wangji to wish for a happy life with Wei Ying?

Was it wrong of him to finally gave up on his desire the moment he heard Wei Wuxian's wish of getting married?

Was he wrong to decide to want it?

Lan Wangji sat down in front of the piano. His hands ran over the keys repeating their love song over and over.

He went home yesterday to express his desire to ask Wei Wuxian's hand for marriage, but he did not expect to see the Lan elders there. The Lan elders had arranged another marriage for him, this time with the daughter of Jin.

But Lan Wangji refused and expressed his desire to marry another. The Lan elders were furious about his choice.

Marking him as a disgrace but Lan Wangji remained as elegant and beautiful. He was hit by the great elder. But, Lan Wangji stood his ground. Never again he will waver.

For his happiness. Their happiness...

He is willing to turn his back on his family to be happy.

He won't sacrifice his happiness again for his position, his name—their name at stake.

The promises he made, he'll fulfill them all.

Tears are words that needed to be written.

He has decided.

The quiet hum of an overplayed song in the small room probably wouldn't have been noticeable. It was not for the fact he was the only person here.

He will wait. He will wait. The where everything started. The place of their memories, or their pain... This time. He'll make everything to real.

No matter how much Lan Wangji tries. His words can never encompass who he felt right now. At the moment, it felt surreal. For a split second, it was as if he were in his world and be soared of all his problems. He had been given the moment to share, although it was brief. All he could think about right now... Is his Wei Ying.

Not even a ray of sunlight seemed to be able to escape the clouds that shrouded it. The sorrowful timbre of the keys lay low letting its player express the resolute sentiments.

Sobs wracked his body, making Lan Wangji shake rather violently. He is afraid.

Afraid that Wei Wuxian might not want it.

His eyes felt a mixture of pain and sorrow. He was hurt that his love might not accept him again. In a place where they were not allowed to be together, in a place where marriages between the same genders were not recognized, the distasteful insult and prejudices were directed again them. He was afraid, that his love would choose otherwise again.

His Wei Ying will always think of his safety and reputation more than any other. That's the kind of person he is.

Playing the keys of the broken piano. Lan Wangji paused for a moment.

He heard soft rustles and light footsteps.

He eyed Wei Wuxian who stood in front of him with longing and affection. Standing right there, Wei Wuxian lowered his head slightly, afraid to meet Lan Wangji's stare. The dark chapel was dead silent, only their heavy breathing could be heard.

However, strong arms pulled Wei Wuxian back. Incased in a warm embrace, his shoulders felt the warm liquid soaking his clothes, warm breath, and uneven sniff from the taller man.
Wei Wuxian felt the man kiss his neck, kiss the crook of his head and lips finally setting on his ears.