Let Forever Mean Forever

Part 14

The Next Day

You woke up in a cold sweat from a nightmare to find Tommy wrapped around your body. You kissed the side of his face and gently tried to roll out from underneath him, feeling his muscular arms grab you and pull you tighter against him. He moved his lips to your ear and kissed the side of your face before you turned your head to look at him, seeing a smile play on his beautiful face.

"Where are you going? It's 5:30 in the morning," Tommy asked.

"I had a bad dream. I just want to go get a drink of water. Go back to sleep. Ill be right back, I promise," You replied.

"Are you okay? Do you want to talk about it?" You asked.

"Not really, just go back to sleep. Ill be back in your arms before you know it," You said, slipping into some shorts.

He nodded his head and turned on to his side, dropping back to sleep as you made your way down the stairs. You grabbed your phone off the kitchen counter and saw a Facebook notification from your ex making the hair on the back of your neck stand up. Swiping open the message, you read it and felt your body tremble everywhere as you poured a glass of water.

"Hey, I just wanted to apologize for my behavior at your dad's funeral. I love you, Y/N and that never gonna change. I heard you got married so congrats on that. I hope Tommy knows how lucky he is to have you," the message read..

You looked back toward the stairs, wondering if you should reply to the message or not with your husband two feet away in the bedroom the two of you shared. You walked over to the coffeepot and turned it on, knowing after the message you just read you weren't going to go back to bed anytime soon. Taking a seat on the couch, you looked at the message again as you heard footsteps on the stairs. You quickly typed a thank you to the other man, and threw your phone down, as Tommy looked at you sleepily.

"Hi baby, I thought you were going to stay in bed a little longer?" You asked.

"I smelt the coffee and missed my baby. What are you doing?" Tommy asked, as he took a seat on the couch beside you.

"Checking social media. What do you want to do today?" You asked.

"How about skiing and you show me how this social media stuff works? It will get me closer to the fans and shut Paul and Gene up," The guitarist said with a chuckle

You leaned forward and kissed the guitarist, feeling him sigh against your lips. He pulled you to his lap and deepened the kiss, making you moan as he slid his hands under your shirt, cupping your breast. You pulled away from him, seeing the big smirk on his face, as he leaned forward to kiss you again, but you pulled away and moved to the side of the couch again. Tommy let out a sigh and wrapped his arm around you, trying to make you look at him.

"Whats the matter?" Tommy whispered in your ear.

"What if we get pregnant again and I fail you?" You whispered through tears.

"Theres no way you're gonna fail me, baby. If we don't have kids, then we don't have kids. Don't keep me from not wanting to make love to you every single chance I have. Please give me a chance?" Tommy asked.

You looked at him seeing the pout on his face and you rolled your eyes before taking him by the hand. He slapped your ass with his free hand and the two of you made your way upstairs. Tommy shut the door behind the two of you as you laid down on the bed. He pulled off his shirt and laid beside you, running his hands gently over your body.

"Are you sure you want this?" He said flipping on the light

"Yes Tommy, I'm sorry I was just stuck in my head," You said pulling him to you

He smiled and kissed your lips roughly, as the guitarist fumbled to turn off the light again. YOu kissed him back and wrapped your legs around his waist, making him groan. Tommy grabbed your wrist and pinned them above your head. The two of you stared at each other for a few minutes.

"I love you but im about to fuck you like I'm never going to see you again," Tommy said

"I love you too, please do," You replied.