Warning this chapter has Smut!
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"Is she okay?" I heard Kie ask with a sense of nervousness in her voice. I could feel my body being placed gently on a couch and a hand brushing my hair behind my ear. I felt like I was dreaming and for a moment I thought I was, that was until I heard JJ's voice.
"I don't know she just grabbed my hand and then passed out." JJ said, answering Kie while a hand held on to mine and by the softness of the finger tips and the coldness of the rings I knew it was JJ. Once I heard his voice I opened my eyes and saw everyone standing over me with concerned looks in their eyes and faces full of worry.
I looked up at JJ who was still holding my hand and said, "Sup?" as I looked around confused why everyone was staring at me like I had just died and came back to life. They all giggled a little and then sighed in relief. I sat up letting go of JJ's hand and turned to face everyone. "So y'all wanna tell me what's going on and why you're staring at me like that?"
"Uh. Parker, you passed out." Pope says handing me a glass of water.
"You good, PK? You need anything?" John B asks, sitting down next to me.
"No I'm okay... Wait, I passed out? Damn. Uh, how long was I out for?" I said before taking a sip of the water and rubbing my hand across my forehead.
"Not long. Maybe 15 minutes. Are you sure you're okay?" JJ said kneeling down on the ground in front of me placing both his hands on my knees.
"Cool. Uh. Yeah I'm fine Jayj. I'll... I'm gonna be right back." I say as I get up from the couch on the porch and walk into the Chateau. I locked myself in the bathroom and slid down to the floor and sobbed into my hands. I was so exhausted from everything I had just been through that my body just couldn't handle it all. I just wanted to get away from everyone. I felt so suffocated. I tried to muffle my cries by bit down on the collar of my shirt but it didn't help much as I hoped when I heard a knock on the door. I jumped up and quickly wiped away my tears, opening the door to see Pope standing there looking slightly nauseous almost as if he was gonna start word vomiting. I looked at him and gave him a 'don't worry I'm fine' smile before starting to walk away. He took me by the arm and turned me around looking me in the eyes. Oh no, here comes the word vomit. I said to myself.
"Parker, are you really okay? Because I don't think you are and it looks like you were crying. Also I'm not really comfortable keeping a secret like that from JJ and John B. I mean I'll try but I really feel like I should tell them. And I-" I put my hands on Pope's shoulders and shook him a little to stop him from rambling on.
"Oh My God, Pope, relax! Yes I was crying, okay. I'm fine now. I just needed a minute. But please, Pope please don't tell them. I won't ask you for anything ever again. Just please don't tell." I say slightly annoyed and practically begging him.
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