Warning this Chapter has Smut!
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Everything was going great, JJ and I were alone, I finally got some weed in my system and I could actually breathe normal for the first time in what felt like years. But the one thing playing over and over again in the back of my mind was my dad calling me worthless. Was I? Did I really make his life so hard? And, if he thought that, does that mean other people did too? I felt like I was a huge disappointment to him and my friends. Shit, I almost got them killed for fuck sake. JJ tried to put himself on the line for something he had nothing to do with all because I made a stupid decision. I really needed to start thinking before impulsively doing idiotic things.
"Park?" JJ questioned, nudging me with his elbow. I must have zoned out for too long because when I snapped back, John B was standing in the doorway of the porch talking to JJ. "Hey, you, okay?"
"Uh... yeah sorry I must have spaced out." I replied, shaking my head trying to focus on what was happening in front of me rather than the thoughts that played in my mind. My attention landed on John B and I was instantly annoyed. "So where have you been?" I asked, crossing my arms at my chest looking him up and down. All the shit we have been through in less than twelve hours, and he's just been MIA doing God knows what when we needed him. And then he comes back like everything is fine, just made me so irritated. I could tell I made JJ a little on edge causing him to shift in his seat because of my attitude towards John B.
"I was..." John B started to speak but quickly stopped and changed the subject. "Look it doesn't matter where I've been. What happened to you guys?"
"Really? Gonna put the focus on us now like you care?" I snapped back, standing up walking towards him. His face full of confusion made my blood boil. "Where should I start?" Shrugging my shoulders and glancing between JJ and John B. "What about the whole Kook squad almost killing us last night? Huh? Or me getting pinched?" I shouted taking a few more steps towards him as he still had that same stupid look on his face. "Oh and Peterkin showing me pictures of the two guys who broke into your house and tried to kill us, dead! Like dead, dead. Like so dead they looked like they were ripped apart by sharks. And she thinks the people who did that to them will gladly do it to you too." John B's face shifted from confused to what seemed like annoyed as if he almost didn't care what I was saying. "Or having to pay 30K for sinking Topper's boat. Which led to this nice split on my lip from my father." John B went to speak but I honestly didn't want to hear what he had to say. "I mean shit JJ, did I miss anything?" I turned my body to face him, as he sat slumped on the couch trying to avoid eye contact.
"Uh... Nope that about covers it." JJ spoke, glancing up at me quickly, then turning his attention to John B.
"PK, come on Peterkin was just trying to scare you. I mean think about it, if they're willing to kill for the gold, then it's gotta be out there!" John B spoke, with excitement in his voice.
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