Love Triangle‧₊˚✧

my little heartbreaker‧₊˚✧

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the next day you woke up to damon on your mind. he was all you could think of and you missed him. you sat up on your bed while pondering about this, what crystal said on the phone ringed in your ears. you were so worried about him.

then you felt graham also waking up and resting his head on your shoulder, "good morning." he said in his sleepy, bed voice. you didn't hear anything he said.

"we have to go visit damon, at the hospital, hm?" you looked at him. getting this out was your first priority. 

graham nodded, "yeah."

after that, you two got ready in silence. all the noise was in your mind, you and damon's relationship didn't have a label yet so this wasn't considered cheating but whatever you were doing had turned very very messy.

you took a cab with graham to the hospital. you reached there at about 1 in the afternoon, you walked thru the familiar halls and saw familiar faces too. alex, crystal and dave were stood there. they decided to visit the same day as you did. weird coincidence.

"i am glad you're here!" crystal pulled you in for a hug as you walked over there. you hugged her back tightly, you really needed this hug. she made you feel comforted even on a day like this.

"oh hello!" she broke off the hug and saw graham stood behind you. everyone noticed that you two came in together, it created tension in the room. everyone had theories and assumptions of their own to why you were together with him.

"i'm so cold." graham groaned and wrapped his hands around your waist. he didn't read the room and he was extra clingy that day for some reason.

"i rolled right out of bed you know- haha" he clarified to everyone and hugged you tighter. he was genuinely cold and clueless but you on the other hand felt like a criminal, every single person in the room was judging you, you felt. you scratched the back of your neck as your body got overpowered by a feeling of discomfort.

then you made a swift escape to the bathroom without saying a word or explaining yourself. you needed a break from all this mental turmoil. you stood in front of the mirror while looking back at your reflection. you were in deep shit yet again.

you jumped back a bit when you saw someone else in the mirror, it was graham. you rolled your eyes, "oh god!" you shouted.

he pushed a strand of hair behind your ear and looked at you, "you seem-very tensed, y/n. you're in a weird erm- mood today, just- i hope you're okay." he pulled you in for a soft kiss on the lips.

it didn't last long as you heard the bathroom door opening. your heart dropped and you snapped your neck towards the direction of the door and you were met with damon stood there with an upset look on his face. he had just walked in on you and graham kissing. he couldn't stand there for too long and watch, he didn't have the heart to do that so he walked out quietly.

your heart beats were as fast as the speed of light, it seemed. you thought you were going to explode even tho you weren't in the wrong technically. graham saw the distressed look on your face and tried to touch your hair in order to comfort you but you pushed his hand off, 

"go away!" you yelled at him.

graham tried to console you again by putting his hand on your shoulder but it only caused to yell at him louder to "fucking go away!" he stepped back and slowly exited the bathroom. now you were left alone with your thoughts.

your love life was in shambles and it was your own fault. you felt so many emotions at once, you couldn't tell them apart but you told yourself that you were going to tackle this situation head on and own up to your mistakes. unlike the previous time, you were actually brave enough to step outside of the bathroom.

before the door fully opened, you were met with the clamour of the crowd encircling your ears but it meshed into one and became unimportant when your eyes locked with damon standing right outside of the door. you stood in one place and just kept looking at him, he did the same before breaking his silence after a short pause,

"oh hello, my little heartbreaker." a smile was plastered on his face but simultaneously tears rolled down his cheeks. 

you wanted to wipe off his tears but you wanted to runaway forever but then again you wanted to die and get reincarnated as a cloud so you wouldn't have to deal with this. there were many things you wanted to do but you ended up doing nothing. you stood there at the end of the hallway and watched damon walk away to his band mates and crystal at the opposite side.

you gazed at the chaos unraveling ahead of you. hospitals are already tension inducing and this situation only increased the intensity by a fuck ton. damon was hurt both emotionally and physically, everyone was consoling him and graham was huddled in a corner as he got judge-y looks from crystal, dave and alex.

"i fucking knew it! that lass was evil the whole time! i warned you before all this happened! i told you to make her jealous and treat her like rubbish she deserved it but you lot- never fucking listened to me, i told damon that, didn't i crystal?" alex cussed you out.

"yeah." crystal said in agreement. you went over alex's words again, was he trying to sabotage your relationship with damon before you two even had one? and crystal knew about it? she never told you.

but then she turned over to look at you, even crystal had that speck of hate in her eyes towards you. craig walked in and the group got busy telling him what had happened, they all pulled damon in for a collective hug. he was crying but also acting unfazed and graham was shunned away in the corner, excluded.

looking at this sight, you realised that you were so busy trying not to let damon break your heart that you ultimately became the heartbreaker. funny, isn't it?

the relationship didn't have a label but damon fell for you genuienly and whole hearted-ly while you were guilty, guilty of adoring both damon and graham equally. you liking them both had caused a stir between the band, damon and graham's friendship and much more. alex was a knob but maybe he was right, you did feel quite evil that day. this had started off as a stupid, immature, young love sort of thing but now it was time to grow up. 

you liked them both, you couldn't pick one so you picked none.

you admired damon and graham both one last time before turning your back to them. it was time to leave so you walked out the door. you had already caused enough pain, you didn't want to stick around and cause even more pain. you exited out the door and their lives with it. alex must be very happy, wouldn't he? you laughed to yourself.

and that's the day you went from a young, carefree girl who enjoyed her favourite's celebrities attentions to a mature one.