Poems - Let your words breathe

I can't breathe

I can't breathe,
I don't know how to feel.
I wanna laugh, then I wanna cry.
So do I break or do I heal?

Do I want to be seen or to be left alone?
I crave to be silent, then I crave to scream.
I don't know how to act,
I don't know what to dream.

I don't know If I should call someone,
I don't know who to ask.
I long for salvation, then for holding on.
Am I real or is this a mask?

Am I moving or stuck in places?
I wanna stay, then I wanna leave.
I don't know what to do;
I can't breathe.