I Friend Zoned Finn Harries

Chapter 22 - Folly

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I heard my phone ring got the eighteenth time today so I already knew it was Jack on the other end. He had been calling me for the past few days now and I couldn't bring myself to answer it. And even worse Finn hadn't even tried to call or text me at all over the past few days. But even if he did try and call me I don't think I'd be able to even speak to him without crying. I loved Finn, I really did, and I really thought he loved me too but I guess not.

There was a knock on my bedroom door making me roll over "I don't want to talk dad" I shouted but the door opened anyway. But it wasn't my dad after all, it was Jack standing in the doorway. "I don't want to see you" I said rolling over I could hear Jack walk in anyway "Why?" he asked. I rolled back over to look at him "You look too much like him" I said making him smile "Well we are twins" he said "And I'd like to think I look a little better" he joked sitting on my bed. I sat up and sat next to him resting my head on his shoulder "If you came to fix this, you're too late" he nodded "I figured that".

Jack wrapped his arms around me tightly almost suffocating me but It just felt nice to have some nice company for once. He let go of me and looked down at me "He loves you Holly" he said and I shrugged "Not more than her so what's the point" I shot back moving away from Jack. "I don't blame him either she is just better than me all around. She is me times ten and I can't compare to that, and I won't Jack" He reached out and tried to touch my arm and I moved again "Please don't".

I stood up and walked over to my desk and sat in the chair "I love him so much" I said and Jack nodded looking at the floor. "He loves you too" Jack said and I nodded "I don't think I can see him again" I said and Jack let out a sigh "Too late" and I looked at him confused until Finn stood in the doorway of my bedroom. I couldn't say anything to him hell I couldn't look at him for more than a second or I felt like I would burst into tears.

"Holly" he said and I didn't move from my chair o he walked over to me. "I love and care about you so much" Finn said and I shrugged "No you don't so don't lie to me" I spoke choking back tears. "I do but-" Finn started but I cut him off "No I don't want to hear it" I said "No matter what you say it won't be okay and won't make this better" I said standing up. "Last night I tried to get out and just think but all I could think of was you. Every piece of this city has some memory of us and it's the worst thing ever." I said and his cheeks turned pink "That's how I felt when you left" and I wanted to scream and shout but I couldn't.

"That was four years ago Finn" I said as calmly as possible but I could feel the tears rolling down my cheeks "It still hurts Holly, don't you get that? Time doesn't heal all wound no matter how many times I tried to believe that!". I wanted to run but he standing in my way "So what do want Finn? I'm sorry I left because I needed to take of myself?" he shook his head "No! I want you to understand me!" he said coughing a but "You don't take others feelings to heart! You are the only person you seem to always care about! OTHER PEOPLE CAN HURT JUST LIKE YOU!". I couldn't say he was wrong or defend myself because I've know this for some time now so I just nodded. "I...I know and I'm sorry and I'm working on it too it's just hard" I said wiping at the tears sliding down my cheeks and looking at my feet.

"Holly I want this to work" Finn said and kneeling down so I would finally look at him "I want this to work so fucking bad". I nodded "I'd-do too Finn" I said shaking a bit "I love you" I said making him smile and he pressed his forehead to mine letting out noses brush. "I love you so much" he said pressing his lips softly to mine for just a moment. "I'm sorry I hurt you that much If I would have known I wouldn't have left" and he nodded "But I wouldn't have been able to make you stay you are too stubborn for that" and I smiled backing away from him "You are probably right".

"So is Folly back on?" Jack asked from the bed and I looked at Finn who was looking at me. "Yes?" we both questioned in unison making us both smile and relax a bit. "Well good because I don't think I could have taken another day of Finn walking around all sad and shit" and you both rolled you eyes before you stood up "Also another thing" Finn said standing up. "Wha-AH!" I said jumping as Finn kissed me again but this time picking me up "Ew get a room!" Jack said and I waved him away out of my room.

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"NO I'M REALLY GOING TO DIE!" I shouted as Finn tried letting go of m while I was on his penny board. "No you won't just shift your weight" he said moving his hands away and like I expected I fell on my ass. "Holly" Finn said laughing reaching to help me up "I hate you" I said taking his hand and standing up on my feet "I told you I'm really poor at this!". He let out a sigh "You need more work at it is all" and I nodded "Yeah okay" I said wiping my ass off.

"Hey have you found a job yet?" Finn asked and I shook my head "No I don't know what it is but I just can't find something". I reached out for Finn's arms again and stepped onto the penny board and Finn helped guide me in one direction then the other. "You wanna work for Jack and I?" he asked and I laughed "I know hardly anything about computers and junk" and he laughed "No I was thinking like you help plan out our trips and stuff and even come alone with us?". "Like a travel agent?" I asked and he shrugged pulling me in another direction "Yeah!" and I nodded. "If you are sure Finn but only if you are really really s-s-sure" I said almost falling again as Finn was letting go of me.

"Stay calm and..." he said letting go of me and I moved on my own for a little "FINN I'M DOING IT" I said pushing off a bit so I'd move faster. Finn started jogging next to me laughing as I tried make sure I was balanced "FINN" I shouted "HOW DO I STOP". He laughed again "Just grab me" he said and I grabbed him and everything stopped. "Well that will be the next thing we go over" he said and I nodded "Please".

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