Happy To Live

Chapter 8

The rain had cleared Karly and I decided to take the kids outside to play, it was nice having my best friends as my neighbors, having our children grow up together completed the vision. Tae and Joy had moved closer to home, Tae knew moving back home meant being back in the business, but he wanted that, Joy wanted that. They wanted to keep a secure future for their children. Jay and Jenna had taken a vacation to focus on having their own child. Jungkook had married, but he had a mistress. Jimin had recently found out he was a father from a one-night stand, he had taken time off to get to know his son. I was excited, Dae would finally have a boy his age to play with. Jin stayed close to my husband, making sure that protocol was met. Yoongi and Wonho agreed to share a house, and Karly. Shownu kept his life private, we respected his boundaries. Minhyuk and Kihyun were having fun playing with Katie, I wanted to watch them play. Namjoon hadn't come back yet, but his belongings were being rearranged in his part of the house, Dohwan and I had kept things casual, he wasn't ready for what I could give him. Changkyun had kept me busy, for weeks. I was hypnotized just at the thought of him. I was daydreaming about his lips, his touch, his voice, the way he felt inside of me. Changkyun walked outside to speak with Wonho. I wasn't the only one daydreaming, Karly had her eyes on Wonho.

"Auntie Havey...can you help me tie my shoe." Violet pouted, pointing down at her shoes.

"Absolutely angel." I bent down tying Violet's shoe, Zuri ran over to me, climbing on my back.

"Violet, let's go watch cartoons, Uncle Yoongi made us lunch." Zuri cackled looping herself around my body, placing herself on my hip.

"Namjoon really got his karma when you both made her." Karly laughed, watching Zuri climb my body, the same way I would climb his.

"She is our little kitten." I kissed Zuri's cheek, adjusting her ponytail.

"Mommy am I still your Spiderman?" Dae pouted stomping his foot into the puddle.

"Yes baby, and I will always be your Black Widow." Dae giggled, shooting webs at Violet.

"Hey Dae, I am going to get you!" Violet took off chasing after Dae, Zuri jumped off of me following them into Karly's house.

"Your husband, is looking at you like he is ready to devour you Haven." Karly sat back on the patio chair, crossing her legs.

"Oh? I hadn't noticed." I laughed, sitting across from her. "How many weeks?" Karly covered her smile, giggling with pure happiness.

"You are always the first to notice princess." Karly smiled, moving over to my lap.

"Your boobs look great." I winked playfully at her.

"You are always welcome to steal me away sweety." Karly shimmied, kissing my lips.

"Karly!" Changkyun shouted, Wonho chuckled watching Changkyun turn into Namjoon.

"Relax, they've always taken care of each other, Haven won't do anything unless she has too." Wonho walked over sitting with us, adjusting the pillow in his seat.

"I know my wife; I know her boundaries." I shook my head, nothing had happened between Karly and I in years, he didn't like that I allowed her to be this close to me right now, he wanted to be the one to only please me.

"Changkyun, you and I both know I am her real love." Karly cackled, we all laughed.

"Seriously Changkyun, you have never with them?" Wonho raised her brow, surprised.

"No, why have you?" Karly jumped off my lap, taking my arm trying to pull me away from the conversation.

"Yeah man, back when they were with Dohwan and I, we've all fucked. They just pretend it didn't happen, I understand thought we were on heavy drugs, but some things you don't forget." Wonho glanced over at Karly and me.

"Im Haven, you left out the part where you had an orgy..." Changkyun pulled me away from Karly, setting me in his lap.

"I barely remember any of it." I lied, I remembered everything Dohwan, and I did, I liked it.

"Princess, I can give you a reminder." Dohwan walked into the back yard, handing Wonho the file they were waiting for.

"Karly don't reach for Haven again." Wonho stood up, throwing her over his shoulder. "Another time then." Karly squirmed over Wonho's shoulder leaving me alone with Changkyun and Dohwan.

"Are you pregnant yet?" Dohwan bent down placing his hand on my stomach.

"How did you?" Dohwan eyes scanned my body.

"I remember how you felt pregnant, I knew you miscarried. I was relieved that you did, but I enjoyed the pregnancy part, even though it was for a short while." I swallowed hard; I could feel Changkyun's grip tighten around my hip.

"No, I'm not but we aren't stressing about it." Changkyun kissed my shoulder, he wasn't sharing until his baby was in my womb.

"I will know when she is, you will know as well." Changkyun smirked, I didn't know what he meant by that. I didn't act differently when I was pregnant.

"I will see you in the office Princess." Dohwan kissed my hand, leaving Changkyun and I alone.

"Namjoon told me how close; you and Karly had become when all that happened." I laughed it off thinking he was being sarcastic.

"I told you; Karly and I have been through a lot together." Changkyun stood up, carrying me in his arms.

"You aren't leaving the bed Im Haven." I leaned my head back laughing, I loved that he felt threatened by Karly, she was the only one that he felt that he could lose me too.