Happy To Live

Chapter 31

I slept through most of my recovery, I hadn't heard a word about Namjoon. Whenever I would ask, I would be ignored, or told to rest. Changkyun had fallen asleep next to me, when I woke it was still dark. I placed a pillow next to my husband, sneaking out of the bed. I felt great, I had regained my strength, spent time with the kids, watching movies with them. Jungkook had me back in the gym when he felt I was able to endure. Kara was laughing with Jenna in the kitchen, I still didn't like that girl, but I appreciated her for vetting everyone who entered my house.

"Haven!" Jenna ran towards me, hugging me in her arms, she smelt like Namjoon. Had he replaced me with Jenna?

"Whoa whoa killer let go of the knife." Kara stood behind me, taking the knife out of my hand.

"How did she get a weapon?" Jenna cupped my face, as I glared at her.

"This is Haven we are talking about our assassin queen can has hidden weapon throughout her house." Kara rested her arm on my shoulder.

"Are you fucking him?" I raised my brow, studying Jenna's body language.

"I told you she would smell his cologne." Kara laughed trying to keep my mood under control.

"Oh god no, he was waiting until you woke up to see you! He just returned from his parents from healing after the explosion." Jenna took my hand taking me into the living room.

Namjoon stood up watching the three of us walk into the room, Kara handed him the knife, as Jenna side stepped away from Namjoon and me. I was angry, angry at everyone for not telling me he was alive, that he was with his parents, that he was in my house.

"Killer smelt you on Jenna." Kara stood next to me, cautiously waiting for my next movement.

"Haven, Jay and Yoongi are more than enough for me, I can't believe you thought I would do that to you." Jenna was in disbelief.

"To be fair, you did start out fucking Yoongi as a comfort, and you two stayed together." Shownu sat on the couch watching me. I had so much to say, but no words were coming out.

"Shut up, everybody can you all stop talking for one minute and stop staring at my wife like she is going to massacre you all." Namjoon spoke up, moving Kara away from me. Shownu smirked watching me trying to find my voice. Namjoon stepped closer to me, staring into my eyes. He didn't need to speak; his eyes were speaking for him. My hand had enough of that, I slapped him, glaring as he stepped closer to me. I took a step back tripping on Kito's toy. Namjoon caught me, holding me close to him.

"You told them to not tell me where you were..." I looked away, I could hear Jenna and Kara sitting down, watching the show I had provided for them.

"I needed to you to heal properly; you would have come to me." Namjoon chuckled, kissing my temple.

"I thought you were dead." I felt Namjoon smile against my cheek.

"No baby, the only ones who are dead are the one that attacked you in the first place." Namjoon's voice was dark, seductive, and low. I swallowed trying to stay angry with him, with all of them.

"I don't know what I would do if I lost any of you." Namjoon sighed releasing his grip around my waist. Stepping away from, what was going on? I followed Namjoon into his room, shutting the door.

"What's going on?" I sat on his bed, watching him pace the floor.

"I know you've been going rogue, but you will have a job soon, and you will want to do it." I reached out to him, after the explosion knowing that Namjoon and I would still protect one another, I trusted him.

"What do I have to do?" Namjoon kissed my wrist, bending down on his knees.

"I don't know yet, but Dohwan and I noticed Dae had you and Changkyun being tracked. We pulled him aside with Jungkook and he told us that you and Changkyun both have chips in your wrists. That it was his father's ideal." I waited for him to finish, after everything we had been through, he deserved to be heard. "You will know when I find out more, just wait for my que. Do whatever you have to do but know that we are all in agreement that we will support you." I sighed, falling back onto Namjoon's bed.

"That tells me nothing, but I will wait for you to tell me when to make my move, on whoever you have your eyes on." Namjoon smiled, lying next to me.

"It took an attack for us to find common ground." Namjoon laughed, I laughed with him.

"We are both stubborn, but I'm sorry it took us almost losing each other, to hear one another." Namjoon and I spent the night talking, finally feeling the barrier we had placed between us, disappear. 

Sorry, this is a short chapter, I will post more to make up for it.