Happy To Live

Chapter 27

Namjoon

Haven remained silent about her pregnancy, we all assumed it was on of us, we were happy to bring another baby into the family. Haven was more apprehensive. Changkyun and I figured the baby was Dohwan's. We had seen her symptoms with our children, but Dohwan insisted it had to be ours, he still believed he was sterile. Haven came home from the ultrasound, confirming what Joy thought, she was four months along. Her bump was small, but she looked beautiful.

"What am I going to do with you?" I overheard Haven talking to her bump.

Jungkook had walked in with lunch, he had agreed to hang out for a couple of hours while we went to Jay's. Jimin, Tae, and Jin were meeting us there. I knew Changkyun's team were already there waiting. Jenna popped in around the same time Jungkook did, she didn't want to be in a house where everyone talked about war strategy. Yoongi asked for the kids to come over and spend the night with his kids. He loved having the kids over. Leaving them with his new girlfriend until the meeting was over. I had forgotten my jacket when I overheard Jungkook talking to Haven.

"Kook, what if the baby..." Jungkook hushed her, calming her down. I wasn't aware they had become this close, napping is one thing, but comforting my girl the way we should be. I stopped, I realized the only ones who had been supporting her emotionally, was Changkyun and Jungkook. I pulled away from her, I was trying to get back to her. Haven and Dohwan had their own special relationship that had its own boundaries.

"Hey, don't think like that, the baby is going to come out healthy and strong, just like their mother." I peeked around the corner, I needed to see him talking to her.

"The baby isn't theirs...and you know that." My heart broke hearing the words come out of her mouth.

"What's the difference in who the father is, as long as Changkyun knows that the baby is from someone from a good family he will be okay with it, Dohwan has already started involving me in things that involve the business, wanting me to help him out. Namjoon...he's been a wall." I went step forward; Jenna stopped me forcing me to watch them. What did she want me to see?

"I lost Namjoon a long time ago, he doesn't look at me like he used to.  I am always disappointing him." I wanted to go and comfort Haven, I wanted to tell her she wasn't losing me. I was right here, I promised her I wasn't going anywhere. Jungkook kissed Haven's forehead, placing his hand over her stomach.

"This will all work out, I promise." Haven cried allowing Jungkook to kiss her tears away the same way I had.

"Don't leave me, I'm lost without you and Changkyun." Jungkook smiled, kissing her lips.

"I wouldn't dare to leave my beloved mistress, especially with my child in her womb." Did I miss where they were supposed to stay acting as siblings? When did the transition shift? I wanted to take my girl, let her know she was still mine, but I had let her go on my own after Karly's death. I needed to get her back, I needed to forget that I heard their conversation. Seen his genuine love for her, and her return it back. I left the house not long after, I had a bone to pick with Jimin.

Our teams sat at one table analyzing the boarder of our next attack, I tried to focus on our strategy, but I couldn't get Haven out of my head, I would deal with Jungkook later. Yoongi glanced over watching me lose focus. I had a hunch; Jenna has been with Yoongi this entire time.

"Haven fighting is off the table." Changkyun and Dohwan both spoke in unison.

"We need her, she doesn't have to fight." Shownu tried to push it.

"No." The door slammed open, Jungkook left Haven alone with Jenna.

"Why are you here?" Jin stared at Jungkook confused.