Happy To Live

Chapter 12

Changkyun

I had to hear about the events that happened at Royal Spire, I left the rest of the contract closing to my crew, Minhyuk assured me they would handle it. I needed to get home to my children, to my wife. I needed to wait a little longer to come home. I knew what happened between Haven and Dohwan, I needed her period to come. Haven and I had an agreement, but I remembered what the drugs did to her body before, she inhaled more than her body could handle. After everything her and Dohwan had went through, she still hadn't locked Dohwan into our vision. I didn't know why she refused to call him hers. My empress needed her concubines, I needed her concubines. Our legacy had to continue, they and their future children were a part of that. Namjoon hadn't tried to get in contact with Haven, Dohwan had my wife all to himself. Maybe it was best that they kept everything casual, at least until I knew she was pregnant with my child.

"Baby, come home already I miss you." It felt nice to know that she had kept her distance from Dohwan.

"I'm waiting for the week to clear beautiful." I could hear Haven pouting. 

"Did you find your own concubine?" I chuckled lowly, how could I have another woman, when my wife made me feel complete.

"If we didn't have a vision for our family, and I didn't need Dohwan and Namjoon, as much as you care for them. Would you let them go? Have us just be together, just like we used too?" I grinned, hearing her giggle.

"Baby, I love them yes, but I could never deny you, we've tried that many times. I miss it just being us, but I do like knowing that we are all loved and protected. I love you more, it's always going to be you, I will do whatever I need to do keep you safe." My cheeks flushed; I didn't need my wife to reassure me again. I knew she loved those men as much as she loved me, she couldn't express that, but she also expressed that to them privately. Haven grieving Namjoon's departure, her need to block the vent, protecting Dohwan from relapsing proved that. Yes, she would always choose me, but she would feel their loss. My wife needed them, but not in the same aspect of why I needed them.

"Fly to me... when your period is over." Haven growled teasingly in my ear.

"I'm already off of it my love, I'm on my way." Haven hung up, after treatment and learning how to handle my stress better, I was ready to continue to pave the way for a better future. Being with Haven was all I cared about; our future was only a bonus.

I picked a hotel that gave us privacy, I knew Haven wanted to explore, I would get to that, I wanted to explore her body. I spent months away from her, I wasn't letting her leave our room until I was ready to share her with the world around us.

"I smell gardenias..." Haven walked into our suite, taking in the quiet atmosphere.

"There was a flower stand on the way here." I winked, pulling her into my arms.

"You smell like home." Haven giggled, wrapping her arms around me.

"You are my home." I grinned, kissing her forehead.

"I wanted to ensure, that we had a chance of creating your next heir." I tilted my head, staring down at her emerald, green eyes.

"I may have gotten the ingredients to create a small dose of..." How did she manage to get those drugs through customs?

"Don't worry you won't taste it baby, you won't know when I do it...I'm feeling a little spontaneous." How much time had Haven and Karly spent together? This is how Karly got pregnant with Wonho, with both pregnancies. I knew it was effective, but I had never had the drugs in my system. Wonho told me it was the only way he would make a baby. Haven must be desperate to give me another heir. We spent the day catching up, watching movies, laying on the couch just being close to one another. I needed Haven to come to me, if pushed her it may stress her body, she hadn't. We had spent time exploring just as she requested, shopping endlessly, eating, tasting the local wine. This was not what I had planned, she flipped our plans, and I went along with it, I enjoyed the time with her.