Love&Affection | Larry Stylinson

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Harry Styles.

I sort of enjoyed having time alone, I wasn't really sure the last time I got too.

I don't think I ever have.

There's nothing important going on in my life I've just slept and I've eaten and then I've walked. I was sort of bored and I really hated it.

But it was nice.

Like a holiday type of feeling.

Showering in a hotel and then going out to eat and drinking slowly.

I'm sure I'd enjoy it more if I'd had a certain man sat with me people watching and laughing at every bad joke id made.

But it was nice.

It wasn't cold either. The sun hadn't been out as much as I'd hoped but it wasn't cold.

I'd found out the entirety of London looked the same. I never really traveled, not even when I was back home. The furthest I went was Stockport and even that was pushing it.

That's been on my mind, the whole tracking thing. I'll think about it and then I'll hate the idea of it.

I've never really been one for lonely nights never mind lonely lives.

I enjoy having someone to talk to.

Which is why I come to you now telling you, the last three hours has been the weirdest and most fun yet stressful three hours of my life.

I'm going to start over of course because why would I not.

Always been one for dramatics.

I woke up. It was fine, quiet but fine. Cold- but fine. You get the point.

It was six in the morning. I'd decided that I wanted to eat more than I could, so I went to do exactly that.

Then I figured that if I'm living in this fucking place for a while I might as well buy some food for the fridge. So I went to the store across the street.

I'd never been I didn't know my way around and sure I was stressing but it was fine.

Then it wasn't fine.

When is anything in my life ever actually fine?

I'd walked a little too far into the store. Turning the corner being knocked over the head with a fucking bat of course.

She hadn't hit me hard enough for it to knock me out but it felt like it had killed me with the shit I was seeing. "What the fuck! What the fuck!?"

"Is your head made of steel? Why are you still alive?" My head was throbbing. "That's all you have to say to me!? Really?" She shrugs. "I am sorry. But I needed you passed out."

"Why?!" She huffs. "So that I could take you to me super secret super cool hide out. Duh."

"Oh, god my head hurts so bad. Fucking hell it hurts. Why did you hit me like that?" Have swings the bat over her shoulder. "Like what?"

"Like a prissy bitch. You are one of Louis best and you hit me like a prissy bitch."

"Okay well that's mean and if I didn't miss you as much as I do I'd probably kill you." I scoff, my hands still on my head. "With a swing like that I'm not even sure you could put a dent in the wall."

"I still have to take you there, I need you for my super cool super sexy plan that I'm planning."

"What is it with he women in my life and coming back from the dead? You were dead a week ago. I saw your heart in the floor- Niall thinks you're dead."

"I know I miss him. How is he? Is he still as cute as ever? I bet he is." Her nose scrunches.

"Riley you died. How do you think he's doing? Seriously why are you here?" She rests her hand on my shoulder. "Cool and sexy plan, remember? Did I hit you that hard? Why are you here alone? I thought Louis was like your shadow."

"Louis has decided I am no longer needed so he has- sent me away with very kind words." She steps back. "What? Why? What did he say? Did he hurt you? What happened?"

"You died and he's slowly going crazy cause he thinks he killed you and so when I tried to help him he said he didn't like me and he wanted me out of his life and then he used my whole reading problem thing against me and dumped me." She was frozen.

"Sooo, how've you beeeenn?" I asked with my hands behind my back. "Harry that's so sad I'm sorry. That's weird he wouldn't- that's not Louis- I mean it is but not with you it's not. He's crazy about you he cried the other week because he said you looked funny and you got sad and then he cried. For two hours."

"That's where he went." She nods. "Yes. He does it on a daily. He's fucking dumb as shit and doesn't know how to talk and I know for a fact that Zayn is, pissed. Zayn fucking loves you  it's crazy- Louis is a dumb idiot with mental issues he doesn't get away with it when Zayns around but I know he didn't mean it."

"I know. He just, he still hurt me. I mean I tell him one thing- I didn't even tell him. Nelly did-" she stops me quickly. "Hold up. Quick change, Nellys alive?"

"Oh, yeah no Louis' dad had her, Louis let my mum go too he was being really nice to me it was so cute. Anyways, we found Nelly she's in the cellar if you wanna go see her and make her sound crazy. I've been doing it for days."

"Okay cool. That's good I'm glad you got her back I'm sorry she's- crazy. Um, back to the Louis thing. Please don't be mad at him forever. I know he hurt you and I hope you get him back. I really do, but you're kinda the only other person besides Zayn that keeps him alive."

"I don't think he wants me in his life anymore Riley." She scoffs. "You poor naive little baby. You are the only person on earth to ever make the Louis Tomlinson laugh to the point where he made a sound. You made him smile for fuck sake. I don't think he ever wanted you out of his life. Is he should be worried that you don't want him in your life. He's a fucking dick man."