I have to put it out there!! PSA people!! Louis Tomlinson in this book does not have his normal accent and he does in fact have a big fat sexy west London accent just like me😙😋🤓
sexy as fuck still I can't lie!!
"Oh I love you." Harry kisses my cheek. "I love you too can you leave me alone please."
"Never." He sits on my lap and Charlie walks in. Smiling awkwardly. "I had a crush on the boy that beat me up. That's why he was beating me up."
Harry blinks. "He's dead." I pull him back down letting Charlie carry on. "I don't- I'm not entirely sure what I feel or who I am I just. I like people and I like being a person that likes people."
"I feel that." Harry whispered. "You do? That makes sense?"
"Hundred percent yeah." The door opens and Riley walks in. As angry as ever but also in a dress that I'd never really see her in. "Oh. My god. Sorry. Hold on Charlie brief intermission, what the fuck?"
"Niall is making me go to some fancy ass restaurant." She grumbled. "You're- pretty? You're a lady? Oh my god my eyes. I can't do this. There's so much. You just- you look like a person I'm not sure I can handle it."
"Charlie, I didn't mean to over hear but I did it anyway, fuck what everyone else thinks. If you feel that way then you feel that way. We can't control how we feel and that's why I like Niall. Because the world has bent me over and fucked me wrong. So just go with it."
"Who are we bending over?" Liam asks from out the back window. "Of course that's what you fucking hear you little f-"
"Ah! No!" Harry yells with his hand over my mouth. "Why no? Yes. He has a boyfriend. I have a boyfriend. I can say that to him."
"Just say twink for fuck sake. You don't have to hate crime the boy." I nod. "But I do. Plus it's hardly a hate crime it's sort of just, a fact. Plus you literally killed my wife so you can pipe the fuck down."
"You what!" A collective yell came from the house. "Louis."
"Yes babydoll?"
"I'm gonna fucking kill you." He laughs. "Oh baby!" I smile.
Grabbing my head he smacks it into the table leaving me on the seat with a bloody nose and a rather large headache. "Do it again."
"Freak." I blow him a kiss pinching the edge of my nose. "Okay. Charlie as I was saying. Fuck everything else just focus on yourself cause this world sucks and everybody in it sucks balls so much to your own little mind I'd tell you to stop whining like a bitch and just live."
"Louis you can't say that to him." I shrugged. "I just fucking did. I don't give a shit. I'd say the same to Nia if she was a little older. Mate I'm sorry I really wish you could have come into the world better with more love but you need to just fucking stand up and grow some balls- metaphorically. Going around feeling sorry for yourself is a bitch move, I've been there done that and I promise you being a dick gets you far more out of life than acting like a little baby."
"You should not be allowed near children." Zayn shakes his head. "Charlie you mean the world to us I swear but I'm not sitting here letting you mope around the house just because you've had a shitty start. You're 13 not 30, just get over it now and I promise when you reach 18 you'll be as fine as a mother fucker on Wednesday."
"What does that mean?" Zayn knew what I meant. "He's right. I mean he could've said it better but he's right. We can help you always, you're always feelings you're allowed to be sad but don't mope when you don't need to okay."
"You can feel whatever you need to feel. But you have to understand that not everybody is going to except it. I spent 10 years fighting that feeling, that exact feeling you've got I have had it and I have dealt with it. If it makes you happy then it doesn't matter. The world doesn't get to decide who or what you want. You are as safe as can be, this house has more gay people in it than a fucking bar during pride month so just, let yourself be. You're safe."
"Aww. He's so cute when he wants to be." Taking the knife from the table I throw it Niall's way watching him duck. "Louis! That could've hit him."
"That's why I threw it. Where's Nia? Nia!" Her footsteps were behind me. "Yes?"
"I told you not to get your dress dirty. Why is your pink dress brown? Hm?"
"Colour theory."
"I swear I will kill you. I will burn your little book and watch your hair fall out." That made sense to her and only her. "I'm sorry."
"Mhm. Go change we're gonna go get some dinner. Hurry up about it cause I wanna go in the next ten minutes."
"But I have to do mine and Harry's make up." Harry shrugs as I look up at him. "Harry can do his own. He's a grown up. Go and get dressed."
"He can't do his own. He's hands shake." She pouts. "Daddy I swear we'll be as fast as a snail." I tap my nose watching her do the same.
Taking his hand and dragging him away. "I'm not sure who's kid she is but it's not yours."
"Niall will you please just take your girlfriend out to dinner and stop bothering me I'm very busy plotting my revenge on my father."
The room fell silent and I was left on my own. Harry had come back in staring at me like he'd been given some undying information he just had to tell me.
"What?" He laughs. "I have this really sudden urge to just- eat you."
"Eat me how?" He shrugs. "In whatever way you're thinking right now." I nod. "Hm. Okay cool, yeah- I mean no but we'll get there I guess. Probably."
"Not right now?" I shake my head slowly. "No not right now baby I'm hungry. What happens in the two minutes I stopped talking to you?"
"I am not sure."
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Love&Affection | Larry Stylinson
Fanfic"He's dead." Harry whispered. "That's the idea." "He's dead." He repeats. "I mean his eyes are separate from his sockets and his spleen is somewhere mixed in with his teeth. So yes." "You killed him!" He points. "Don't point what if he's shy." "Oh...
