Sinister desire KIM TAEHYUNG FF

episode -21

After one week .....

Yn pov ....

Sitting in balcony I can only think about what happened this week ..... Though I come here at mansion back .... And talking like normal person with them but still I can't decide whether they have right to kill those people or not ... I am unable to understand anything... I have lot of questions in mind ....I admit after listening to our past I can say this clearly they are not wrong here ... They have there reasons to punish the enemies for our parents....but one side of me is saying that due to past they are wasting there present....they all are burning In the flame of revenge...and I am afraid what if this flame burn our present.... I want them to enjoy and live in present. Not only this but I have a lot of questions regarding taehyung too ....I admit I love him but can I stay with him after knowing his truth ?? Will he stay with me forever... I am afraid that we can't grow our relationship in this environment where everyone lives in fear ...what will happen next ?? I don't wanna spend my rest of life in fear ..... I already talked to taehyung about this a lot of times in this week ....but -

FLASHBACK

Author pov

" Taehyung why don't you understand I admit you are not wrong but I don't wanna live in this environment where every second will just give birth to a new fear..... I can't see you ...oppa ..jungkook or anyone of you getting hurt neither I want to leave you .....so WHY are you wasting our present in just a flame of revenge..... Taehyung please stop this ..."

" You don't need to be afraid kitten...nor you need to fear anything. I wont let anything happen to you .... I will burn whole world but trust me I won't let a flame reach us "taehyung spoke giving yn assurance but only if he understands what he is saying

" This is just a bookish language taehyung.... If you will burn the whole world then let me remind you we are also a part of this world..... And I am not afraid of myself....I am afraid for you more ...for my loved one more " yn  spoke try to  make him understand

" And if you can't understand me .... I will leave you all ..." yn said

" This is your fear saying yn ... but you will understand my pov only when you will feel what I feel .... Fear of regret and helplessness is much more than fear of loosing.... " Taehyung spoke

FLASHBACK end

Yn pov

I don't understand what he mean by that .... n also I didn't meet Jackson once ....the words he told that day I want to talk about it ....did he really meant that words or he just said that time in order to prevent taehyung taking me from there ....I tried his phone many times but he didn't picked up.... right now my life is full of confusion..... everything is normal yet so uneasy ..... Idk why I mt is giving me a feeling of calmness before the stroam ... And I already said to taehyung if he didn't leave this revenge shit ...I will leave him but can I leave him ?? I am addicted to him even if I am angry at him he is the only one who can make me feel home..... I am seriously getting mad at this point .... Thank god a sudden knock interrupted my brain from this overthinking otherwise it would burst ....I went to open a door and saw a maid

" Miss yn master Kim send you this"

She said giving me a paper bag .....I thanked her and close the door ....and open the bag ..it has a dress and note too

" Kitten... This is dress for you .Wear it tonight .... See you at night"

Well today taehyung is getting award for best entrepreneur .... And he wants me to be there ... I couldn't refuse him ...so I said yes .

In evening.....

I was ready getting ready not until jungkook knocked the door ....

I opened door only to greet his Bunny smile ....