'are you coming in today?',Hetty asked me as I answered the phone, I took a deep breath,
'no',
I said, I heard hetty sigh slightly, I quickly hung up the phone and threw it across the other side of the room. I heard a knock on my apartment door,
'y/n open up!',
Deeks yelled, I grabbed my blanket tighter,
'Deeks go away I don't want you to get sick',
I yelled back at him pretending to be sick, I heard him bang on the door,
'y/n we don't lie to each other and you and I both know that you are not sick!',
Deeks yelled, I sighed again. Deeks knocked on the door again, I shook my head and grabbed a pillow putting it over my ears so I didn't hear it. I kept ignoring him as he knocked, the knocking stopped after a while. I removed the pillow coming to the conclusion that Deeks had left me alone until I saw my door fling wide open. Deeks slowly walked in,
'what the hell Deeks?!',
I yelled, I grabbed the same pillow and threw it at him. Deeks caught the pillow as he kicked the door shut,
'y/n you are freezing everybody out because something traumatic happened',
Deeks said, I looked at him with tears in my eyes,
'Say it Deeks, say what I did!',
I yelled back at him, he let out a slight breath,
'y/n you shot someone to save yourself and the rest of our team',
Deeks said, I shook my head slightly,
'I killed someone!',
I yelled at him fully breaking down, he quickly came towards me and wrapped his arms around me,
'it's okay'.