Harry Potter Imagines And Prefrences

Remus Lupin

summary: Remus hides something from you

House: Gryffindor

AUTHOR P.O.V

Remus and I have been dating for a while now, we've been dating for about three years now but I couldn't help but think that he was hiding something from me. he would disappear every month for a day and then the next morning he would pop up in the hospital wing, I asked him to tell me what was going on, he had wounds every time. i told him that even if he went out to fight people every time he disappeared like this I wouldn't mind or anything but he refused saying he couldn't tell me, this was last week.

ever since that moment I had been ignoring Remus and hanging out more with Lily and Marlene, they understood my frustrations but they kept saying I should talk to him "Why should I talk to him, he's hiding something from me" Lily groaned and leaned back "I think you would understand why he's hiding it from you" she advised and Marlene and my eyebrows furrowed "how would you know that Lils?" Marlene asked her to come to sit next to me.

Lily sighed and looked away from me and into the fire "I know what he's hiding" Her voice was just above a mere whisper but the reality of her statement came crashing down on me, Lily, one of his friends, he trusted her enough to tell he but his own girlfriend of three freaking years wasn't to be trusted like that? "(Y/N)" Lily stood up and walked towards me but I took a step back and shook my head, I felt tears sting my eyes "I need to talk to Remus" I walked straight out of the common room and headed into the direction of the library where i knew Remus would be.

i walked into the library and immediately heard Sirius's snickering, James must have told him something to make him laugh. i walked towards the sounds and gulped when i saw them sitting. Remus immediately spotted me and stood up from his seat and met me halfway on my way to their table. "are you alright, Love? Your eyes are red" The boys watched from the table with stupid smiles but they dropped when Remus raised his hands to touch my face and i slapped his hands away.

"what's your secret Remus?" his eyes widened at the use of his first name, she would normally call him by a nickname she had made up for him, "i told you i can't tell you" The tears started flowing by then and Remus mentally panicked "so i can't know, your girlfriend. but bloody Lily Evans can know?" i raised my voice at him, i knew i would get in trouble later but i could care less right now.

"how do you kno-" i cut him off " We were talking about if i should talk to you, she let it slip. but are you going to answer me or not?" i questioned him but his silence was deafening to my ears, i shook my head and started walking away "Love" i shook my head and continued walking "you can't call me that anymore, we're done Remus Lupin"

as i made my way out of the library i heard someone yell my name, i silently hoped it was Remus as i stopped walking but scoffed once i saw James round the corner "Wait up" i started walking again doing the complete opposite, and he grabbed my arm and stood in front of me "please give Moony another chance?" i scoffed, this was ridiculous "you're asking me to give Remus a second chance? shouldn't he be asking that?" he nodded giving me right "he's crying. (Y/N) believe when i tell you, Lily wasn't even supposed to kno-" "That doesn't make it any better, we've been friends for five years and I've been dating him for three. i just thought he could trust me" i pushed his hand off and ran away to the common room, only Marlene was there and she took me to our dorm, it was;t as if i wanted to see Lily right now anyways.

it had been about two weeks now since Remus and I broke up, I didn't speak to anyone except Marlene in that time from our friend group. every single one of them tried to talk to me except for Remus himself, it saddened me.

i was in one of the enclosures of the magical creatures we had here at Hogwarts, I was taking care of a Kneazle I had appointed to take care of for the upcoming week, his name was Perry. i sighed and cleaned my hands wiping them off on my robe that I had hanging on the fence on the side.

i looked up and my eyes widened in shock when I saw my now ex-boyfriend walk up to me, I cleared my throat and put my robe back on before opening the gate and closing it behind me so Perry couldn't get out of his enclosure. i smiled as he pawed at the fence so he could get to me and crouched down and started petting him.

"he always liked you more than me" My hand faltered for a moment and Perry walked away from me. i sighed and stood up before turning to look at Remus "Remus" his lips fell into a thin line. "can we talk?" I shrugged and sat down on the bench to my left "Depends" he sat down next to me and leaned down resting his arms on his thighs and resting his head in his hands. 

"I've been thinking a lot these past two weeks and the guys have also been talking my ear off. you were right, you were my girlfriend and I trusted you, and I still do. but I am ready to tell you now" I turned to Remus with a sad smile "If you feel like you have to do it to get me back you shouldn't, I want you to be sincere" I explained to him and I went to stand up but he held me back and pulled me back down to sit.

"I'm a werewolf" he blurted out and I felt like my brain just exploded, I was expecting him to say anything but that, my mouth opened but I heard no words come out until I saw Remus stand up, probably taking my silence as a rejection "sorry" he murmured but I immediately stood up and threw myself at him, my arms around his waist as I hugged him.

i put my chin on his chest and looked up into his deep brown eyes "That was your secret?" I asked and he nodded down at me as his arms slowly wrapped around my own waist "You're not mad or disgusted?" my brows furrowed in confusion "Why would I be, from what I read the way to become a werewolf is to get bitten by another, so you were bitten by someone?"

he slowly nodded and a heavy sigh came from his lips and my frown deepened "i was bitten by Fenrir Greyback, he wanted to get revenge on my father so when I was four he bit me" We both sat back down on the bench as Remus continued to tell me all about his lycanthropy. 

i was just glad he told me what was hurting him and what was wrong with him, well not what was wrong with him but his condition. i wouldn't judge him for it, he didn't choose to become like that. i love him regardless and I hope he knows I'll always love him, even if he's a little furry sometimes.