The Beginning

☆Part 11☆

We gave about 20 autographs each and a whole bunch of girls were so nice and some were all over Tom and Bill , I was a bit jealous about Tom and the girls but I knew they couldn't have him especially because we were dating.

After the concert we packed everything and went home.

" hey guys should we have a movie night!?"
I suggested " YESS!!" Bill said
" I'm down " gustav said " same " both Tom and georg said " great!! We can watch horror movies!" I said " mhm sounds amazing!" Bill said

( Time Skip )

We all got home and went into Tom and Bills room , " Soo should we watch the movies here or down stairs?" I asked " um up here!" Bill said
" okay! But we should shower because we all stink of sweat " I said " very!" Bill laughed

We all laughed then took showers.

After the showers we all got into comfortable clothes.

" okay guys I brought snacks!" Bill yelled in excitement " YAYYYY" I said , we all talked and played and scary movie called ' Scream 1 '

" you guys did really great today , especially you zig " Tom smiled " thanks Tom " I kissed Tom on the cheek " ew , get a room!" Bill laughed
" shut up" I said jokingly as I laughed
" haha " georg kinda of laughed meanwhile gustav was very much laughing.

We continued watching movie and eating snacks.

I was eating sour patches again and Tom said
" zig can I have some?" I laughed because I reminded me of the last time he asked me.
" here ya go" I said as I grabbed his hand pouring sour patches in his hand.

" thanks bae " Tom said " mhm " I said

Honestly all I could think about while watching the movie was the fact that I only had 1 more week left to be here. I was so sad I felt like crying but I held my tears up.

calm down ,calm down ,calm down, calm down
calm down ,calm down ,calm down, calm down
calm down ,calm down ,calm down, calm down
calm down ,calm down ,calm down, calm down

I kept thinking to myself , I really wanted to cry.

This band meant to much to me.

I didn't want to let go.

Not one bit.

" hey Ziggy what's wrong?" Tom asked
" huh oh nothing." I said
" no something is wrong , a tear fell from your eye , your not okay.." Tom said
I didn't say anything..I stood quite.

" let's go down stairs " Tom said as he stood up and grabbed my hand. I said nothing again and stood up.

" we'll be right back guys.." Tom said
Everyone nodded -me and Tom.

Me and Tom walked out the room heading downstairs.

We went into the kitchen and turned on the light.

" so what's wrong?" Tom asked
I jumped on the counter and stood quite.

" Ziggy? What's wrong bae?" Tom said looking confused.

" I-I-I'm just.." I couldn't talk..I felt so down like the band was my whole world. I couldn't ever think about leaving them but I had too.

" your just what?" Tom asked

" I'm scared..I'm scared about leaving you guys! I have to leave in a week and I really don't too!" I said as I started crying , Tom hugged as he was in between my legs " it's okay but you have to go.."
" I don't want too! I don't wanna leave you guys" I cried " y-you have too.." Tom eyes started tearing up.