The Beginning

☆Part 26☆

I just say their looking at Jennifer basically flirt with Georg , they had already finished so instead of sitting next to Georg I sat down next to Tom and Bill.
" what's wrong?" Bill asked me
" nothing" I said as I glared at Georg and Jennifer.
Jennifer knew everything about me having sex with Georg and Tom so I'm not sure why she would be flirting with Georg.

She was touching his arm.

I felt jealous but I also felt like I didn't care?

- - time skip cuz I'm lazy - -

We were all watching a movie with Gustav next to Bill , Bill next to me , me next to Tom , Tom next to Jennifer and Jennifer next to Georg.

After I was feeling jealous , not so jealous , I started feeling clam , like I didn't care..

BILLS POV
I felt something heavy on my shoulder, I looked over to my side and it was Ziggy , I smiled to myself and wrapped my arms around her waist.

She's my best friend , I love her very much.
I felt bad how her ' best friend ' Jennifer was flirting with someone she knew had a thing for Ziggy. I cuddled Ziggy knowing that she had hate for everyone in this world who hurt her.

" guys I'm going to put Ziggy to sleep " I said

" no it's okay I'll do it!" Tom said

I smiled knowing that Tom truly loved Ziggy and was trying to change for her.

I nodded at him while Georg was just staring.

" no I'll do it" Georg said
" I said I'll do it " Tom said

Georg rolled his eyes as I looked over to Jennifer who was touching his arm.

What the fuck?

I let go of Ziggy and tom got up , he got up and picked up Ziggy brides maid style.
It was so cute , I've never seen Tom care about a girl like this before.
He started walking over to his own room and went in.

TOMS POV
I took Ziggy over to my room and laid her down on my bed , her clothes seemed uncomfortable so I got some shorts and one shirt from my closet and started changing her quickly with looking up the whole time.
She was still sleeping peacefully , my gosh she was so cute and beautiful.
I love her so much.
I can't believe I hurt her.

I picked her back up and laid her under the covers , I pulled the covers up and started changing as well.

ZIGGYS POV
I woke up , I was hot since I was under covers.
I opened my eyes and saw Tom , he was shirtless.

Oh. My. Gosh.

He is so cute and beautiful in his own manly way.

WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING??
I can't do this..not to Georg.

Tom turned and saw me staring.

" staring problem?" He asked
" your one to talk " I chuckled

He leaned in closer to me and kissed my cheek,
"get some rest.. " Tom said
" okay but I can't..not in here..I'm sorry" I said
" no it's okay , I get it but.." Tom didn't finish his sentence, instead he cupped my face and kissed me passionately on the lips.

I didn't pull away.

All I could do was smile into the kiss , I missed having his lips on mine, he was very special to me and I truly loved him.
But I was scared if I ever gave in , I would end up getting hurt.

Tom pulled away , he let go of me and went to close the door. Once he came back he started kissing me again..

What was I doing??

I quickly pulled away and sprinted out of the room back into George's room.

I went into Georg's room and shut the door, georg was on the bed and sleeping already.

Huh?

I wiped my lips and got in bed with him.

" sleep well?" He said

He was awake.

" kinda " I said
" well your here with me now" he smiled
I smiled back and he wrapped his arms around my waist.
" why did you ignore me? And not talk to me all day?" Georg asked
" oh well Jennifer was here so I wanted to talk to her , you know " I lied

I was jealous but I didn't care?

" oh okay " georg said

He pulled me closer and kiss me.

Why didn't I feel anything?

I didn't feel butterflies..

I didn't feel a connection.

What was wrong..?

I pulled away and got up.

" georg Im not sure..I want this..I need time to think for myself. If that's okay.." I said
" o-oh okay um sure.."

I could here the hurt in his voice.

Did I hurt him that much?

Did he care for me that much?

I got up and went over to the door, before I could open it georg grabbed my hand.

Hm?

" wha-" before I could finish georg kissed me than pulled away " I just wanted one more , in case you don't choose me." Georg smiled.
I knew it was a fake smile.
He let go of my hand and kissed my cheek.
I smiled at him than started heading out.

I decided to go over to bills room because he treated me like a sister, as I was walking to his room something caught my eye in Toms room.
I heard two voices talking , His door was half open so I walked over and hid behind the door , out of the creek of the door I saw Jennifer..

Her and Tom were talking , she than started kissing Tom.
Something in my stomach started hurting , it's like I wanted to throw up and just cry but I knew I couldn't.
I ran over to Bill's room and knocked on the door.

He answered " what's up?" He said
" can I stay in your room?" I asked
" YES! Can you teach me some more French?" He asked.

I've been teaching Bill French since I got here.
He's also been teaching me German.

" OFC BUT YOU GOTTA TEACH ME MORE GERMAN!" I said trying to forget the fact that I saw Jennifer and Tom Kissing.

Bill let me in his room and shut the door.

" so what's the real reason you came over?" He asked " nothing " I said
" no ziggy im being Fr , what happened?"

" okay well Tom kissed me when he took me to his room and I kissed back for about 2 seconds than he pulled away and closed the door and kissed me again but after I sprinted out of there and went into Georg's room" I said

" and what else?" Bill said

" once I went into Georg's room , he was sleeping so I got in bed with him and he cuddled me and than kissed me but I didn't feel anything like no connection like before so I got scared and ran out and came over here" I said looking down to the floor.

" it's okay you'll figure it out some time okay? "
Bill reassured me.

I smiled and gave bill a kiss on the cheek.

He smiled and hugged me.

- time skip -
We ended up painting each others nails and teaching each others languages but in the middle of that we heard moaning.

I already knew who it was.