The Beginning

☆Part 27☆

" erm wanna play some music..?" Bill asked
" oh uh sure." I said

I wanted to cry so bad , how could Tom do that..?

" zig are you okay?" Bill asked me " yeah I'm good" I fake smile
" what's wrong?" Bill asks
I looked down to my hands and started shaking.
" what is it?" Bill asked

" well the night we got into a fight I went back into Toms room because he had my phone and once I went to go get it and knocked on the door , tom answered but his eyes were all red , hoodie on , sweats on and he was a mess.
He ended up crying to be and we cuddled for a bit and he told me how much he loved me and never meant to hurt me..."

" and now..?" Bill said confused
" and now he's having sex with MY best friend! After telling me how much he loved me!" I said

" what about Georg?" Bill asked
" I'm not sure..I felt like there was a connection but was there really?" I looked down
" it's okay Ziggy let's just watch a movie" bill said
I nodded and he played a movie.

I decided I wanted to rest because I was very tired, I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

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I woke up to bill singing
" ughhh bill what are you doing " I said with my eyes closed " it's 9:39am wake your ass up!" Bill said screaming his lungs out " ughhhhhhhh!!" I moaned not wanting to get up.
" GET UP!" Bill said
" OKAY OKAY IM UP!" I screamed
I opened my eyes and bill was standing in front of me " sooooooo I have a big huge question for youuuuuu" bill said hanging out the ' o ' and ' u '

" what is it" I asked
" so will you be in the band again..?" Bill said shyly " YES OMG YESSS!!" I yelled
I jumped out of the bed and onto bill
" I love you so much bill , thank you " I smiled
" ofc! I love you so much too zig" Bill smiled happily " so we have to practice but secretly because I don't wanna your friend Jennifer to know about our band" bill said
" how will be practice?" I asked
" I'm not sure" bill said.

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We had finished brushing our teeth so we headed down stairs and that's when I saw Jennifer and Tom cuddled up on the couch " fucking hell " I said to myself " good morning ziggy" Gustav said
" good morning " I said as I kissed his cheek
" morning bill " Georg appeared " morning" bill smiled

He walked up to me placing one hand on my cheek and the other on my waist " morning my love " Georg said to me , I looked at him and quickly pressed my lips on his.
I backed out onto the counter and bumped into it
I giggled and hugged Georg " I might need time to think " I said " it's okay , I understand " Georg said kissing my forehead , I smiled and laid on head on his chest.

TOMS POV
I saw Ziggy kissing Georg which made me wanna move on so bad but could I really?

No I couldn't.

ZIGGYS POV
I moved away from Georg and went over to bill
" hey " I smiled " soooo what was that??" Bill smirked " nothing " I laughed nervously
" righttt " bill said hanging out the ' t '
I looked at him and raised an eyebrow
He looked back at me and raised an eyebrow as well , I bursted out laughing and accidentally stumbled back.

I bumped into someone but I had no idea who, they grabbed my waist catching me.
" sorry " I said " it's okay "
I realized it was Toms voice , I stood up correctly and looked at him, he looked at me and slightly smiled, he knew what he had done.
But at the same time I knew what I had done.

I had absolutely no reason to be mad at Tom, I fucked Georg and Tom must've heard it, it was only time Tom got me back with the same kind of hit and pain.

I just loved him still.

I couldn't get that fact that I liked him out of my head, I just wanted to forget about him but honestly, how could I?

It was quite hard to get over someone who was your first love in my childhood years, knowing he cheated on me than had a one night stand before he got to fuck me again was harsh.

I knew it was wrong for me to get mad but I still loved him, I just hoped he still lived me too.

He cupped my cheek and went on kiss my cheek until I got held back.

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WRITERS NOTE
Sorry for not updating y'all I was busy with school and working on a new story so if y'all and check it out , it would mean a lot.

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