A litte warning there is cutting and yeah.
winters pov (from now on)
I woke up in the hospital, my mom and dad by my side. The nurses say passing out was a body recorecting system, to help stedy my breathing. They told me i could go home, which i did. The car ride was silent, of course my parents were asking questions but i refused to answer. Some point on the ride home Tina texted my mom telling her the news. My mom was speach less and not in the good way.
"When we get home you get some rest, you can sleep in and i will take you to school if your up for it okay sweetheart?" My mom was crying and was bearly able to say that sentence.
I had no reply. When we got home i didn't say a word i went straight to my room. I sat on the floor and took out my phone. I went to my messages scrolled to the top and began to read only his messages ignoring mine.
Chase: Hey Winter the winner I know you wont see this till the game is done but i'm in the stands i'm cheering the loudest. I love you lots!!!! win for me!
Chase:Happy Birthday! Sorry i cant be there just know i'm there in spirit i love you lots!!!
Chase: Good morning my bride to be! Happy one year! I cant wait to see you later!!! i know your thinking WTF CHASE ITS 1 IN THE MORNING but your all that's on my mind! Anyways t love you lots!!!!!!!!
I broke down. I couldn't move i just cried until i couldn't produce tears, why him why not me was all that was in my mind. When i manged to get the strength I stood. I stumbled into the bathroom and pulled out my make-up bag. In a pill bottle i keep my razor. Chase knew i cut, he wasent the type to get mad. He understood yeah he didnt like it and woulf rather i didnt but the day after he found out, he came to my house with two sport arm bands. He said
"I know its hard, I'm not gonna say stop or we're over. But at least weae these in games so that way you can still be the baller i know you are." He smiled and hugged me. i don't remember how long the hug was or what i said but i do remember that he was always there to protect me.
I slid the vain over my wrist watching the crimson color seep out. I took to pain killers and slid into bed closing my eyes and falling into a forced sleep.
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Missing you
Genç KurguShe is easily jealous, in love with basketball and an all round fun person, no one knows how much she really hurts. Only he really knew, and now she spends her time doing is missing someone who has been dead for two years.
