under the wraps

fireflies

" Sometimes I wish i can show people everything I feel about them, that how much I used to care about them and how much they meant for me, other time I felt happy that they didn't know or they would have known that their actions actually hurt me while I always pretend that it didn't and I don't care at all"

she was in turmoil, she wanted to trust the past experience she wanted to trust facts, but her heart doesn't feel the same way, it refused to believe that Rudra was the same man who deceive her, it was unable to find the same boy in his eyes, this man was only filled with guilt, regret and so many other emotions she didn't want to read, she wanted to remember the anger, the conviction , the resolution , it was getting difficult to hold on her heart was giving up and she was calming down

Vera: why should I trust you, gave me one reason

Rudra: kyuki

Vera: kyuki kya

He kneeled down

Rudra:, if you want me to beg you, I can even beg for your forgiveness, but I never revealed anything about you10 years back I only sent Prachi to you, but I was under pressure that time, I was messed up, but before she told me anything I already knew it but I didn't reveal anything cause I knew you were already dealing with so much, please forgive me please give me 2nd chance I beg you but don't leave me again, I can't live without you cause

Vera: cause

Rudra: cause I love you, I love you from the first day you broke open my head, I always loved you, I waited 10 years for you to come back and I can never hurt you or wanted to hurt you cause I fucking love you

And tears were coming from his eyes nonstop

Cause I love you so much

Vera: what he is saying ( to herself), he must be really drunk to spew something like this, he doesn't even know what he is speaking

The road was covered in rain, the sound of falling drops was the only noise in the air.

"you don't know what you are speaking "

She said after she walked close to him and bent down to match his level "what did you just say" she questioned him in a serious tone

"I said ..........I said and he fainted with his head on her shoulder out of too much alcohol he swallowed, she felt a shiver run down her spine but not rainy weather was responsible for that but some grown drunken jerk who was resting on her shoulder was responsible for that or maybe sudden confession she just heard a second ago

10 minutes later

She was standing midway with her car's headlight showing two roads ahead of her one which leads to her own house and another one which could take her to Rudra's, she looked at her side to find the sleeping figure of Rudra on the seat next to her and when she stared at him, she senses strange feeling she knew this feeling, she knew that she actually wanted to punch him so badly on the face for creating all confusion in her mind, cause according to him his house is under construction so she probably can't take him to his, and nitin 's phone was switched off.

Vera( to herself): kisse puchu ab , I don't even know which hotel he is staying at for time being and then she looked at the road which will take her to her house and then at her wristwatch it was past 12:30 pm and then at Rudra who was faint or sleep or god knows what

"Should I leave him here, maybe psychopath will end up killing him too, but I will be the only person with whom people have seen him on his last moments, damn why I got this unlucky always"

And then she take a turn toward her own house, after about 30 minutes of driving she managed to take him to her door and when she was about to unlock her house he come back to his senses or maybe its seems like, he whisper her name" vera" in her ears she suddenly felt warm air in her ears in the cold weather and memories of "damn I love you" sort a repeat again in her head again and she drops him on the floor with shock

Vera: what the hell are you doing

Rudra: yeh.... Yeh mela ghr nhi hai mera ghr ka door bda hai ( he said with his eyes half-closed in a childish voice)

Vera: so this brat still have guts to nag about his rich status even in his drunk state

" ji jahanpan aj raat apko is nachees ke chote ghr mai bitani pdegi wo apkoo bahr kaachre ke dher ke pas nhi phenk skte na"

She said pulling her house keys from her pocket

Rudra: mai ni jaunga is ghr mai ye mera ghr nhi hai he again repeat in his baby voice

Vera: how badly I wish ki wo psycho killer sbse pehle ise mare

She sit near to the place she just throw him a while ago and gives him the death stare

Listen kid if you want to stay alive then chup chap apne pero pr khde ho or andr chlo she pushed the door open and pointed towards inside

Rudra: ni to he said with a frightened face

Vera: wrna mai tumhe yhi chod dungi or koi tumhe utha ke legya to usme meri koi glti nhi hai

Rudra: th... thik hai mai chaluna lekin ek condition pr kit um pehle mujhe fire flies dekhayo gi

Vera: ab ye fire flies kahan se agye, pta ni rat ke 12:30 bje isme konsi mata aa rhi hai

Rudra: mereko dekhne hai

Vera: well that's not difficult but badme mujhe blame ni krna and she punched him

Dikhe fireflies?

Rudra: y....ea.......a....h and he collapsed again

Vera: well that was easy

other location

the person in all black clothes make another cut on another person's wrist who was lying unconscious in a bathtub

person in all black clothes: I was going to be easy on you but she made me very angry