Alluring - JJ Maybank Fanfic

The Heist: Stay with me

JJs POV

"You can save him, right?" Willow sniffles while running her hand over my hair. I peel my eyes open and look into her beautiful honey brown eyes, "Oh Jay." She kisses right above my eyebrow before hugging my head.

I chuckle when her tits press into my face. 

"This is a wonderful way to wake up." I mumble into her boobs, she laughs, though it sounds sad, my smile fades when I see the tears in her eyes, "I'm sorry, I promised we'd be okay but..." 

I feel so weak while I lay on some shady doctors kitchen table, this does not make me feel confident about surviving, but I trust Willow, I know she will make sure I'm safe. 

"Lets see this bullet wound." The doctor mutters, "He's bleeding a lot on the inside."

"What does that mean?" Sarah sniffles.

"It means when I go in he's going to lose a lot of blood, and it may kill him."

I can't die. I can't leave Willow and my baby behind, they need me. 

"No no." Willow cries, "No."

"Or it may not kill him. Point is I can't be held liable for this either way." He pauses, I want to look around but I'm so tired right now, and everything hurts,  "And a job like this costs 4k."

Sarah shuffles next to me, then I see the gold being handed to the doctor above me, "This is all we've got."

"You're shittin' me." He drops the gold and picks up a sharp medical knife. 

I can feel the affects of whatever the IV is pushing into my system now as my eyelids get heavy and shut, thankfully the pain mellowed out letting my mind drift into dreamy thoughts. 

I don't regret stepping in front of that bullet, I would do anything to protect Willow because she doesn't deserve to be in pain. She deserves the world and more. I want to prove that to her, I want her to see her worth, to see that she is the best thing that's ever happened to me. To see that she's none of the things I said she was at Barry's, because there is no better girls out there, she's the perfect girl. She isn't nasty, far from it, because she is pure. She's a good girl, who should never have gone through the pain I put her in, so I'd take a thousand bullets for her if it meant she'd get to live. 

She is worth loving.

I hate Rafe for pointing a gun at her and my baby. If he cares so much about her, why is he willing to kill her over her choice to be with me and not him? That isn't love. I know what making mistakes feels like, but shooting someone; that isn't a mistake. It's intentional and predetermined. The fact that he thinks she wants him, especially after I got hit by his bullet, he's delusional. 

Willow is my Princess.

I guess Rafe wasn't lying when he told her 'If I can't have you, no one can.' Which scares the hell out of me, what lengths is he willing to go to to hurt her? I don't want to find out. 

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Willow's POV

I sniffle, wiping my tears that seem to be never ending, "What can we do to help?"

"Just hold this," Dr. Nygard places a medical tool into my hand and gets busy working on JJ.

"Save him, please." 

I softly cry while I sit next to him, my hand idly stroking his hair, my eyes focused on his peaceful face. Sarah stays quiet next to me, her hand occasionally patting JJs, while she watches his chest rise and fall. Minutes feel like hours while Dr. Nygard does his thing, I breathe out when he drops his medical tools on the table next to JJ and sighs.