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NASTARIA'S POV HOUSTON ,TEXAS
HER HOUSE Friday-September 12th. 6:45am
It had been a whole week since I had that dream in front of Nae. After that day I totally avoided hanging out with everybody if Nae was around. Even though she told me she would never tell anybody I didn't wanna risk her bringing it up when she saw me.
The story of my past was so sickening and heartbreaking not even my own daddy knew about it..otherwise she would've killed the girl. Only my mom, Ren and Memphis knew about it. I had to convince my mom not to tell my dad. I bet if she knew she'd be back in jail as soon as she got out.
"You coming hang out with us tn?" Brylan asked as she walked in my room and plopped on the end of my bed
"No..I'm still not feeling good" I said lying
"Yk I can tell when you lie right Sari?" She asked with a frown on her face
I looked at her as sadness took its place on my face. I felt bad when lying to the people I loved. I always tried to tell the truth but sometimes it was better if a certain person didn't know the truth or the full truth.
"Okay fine.." I said
She started jumping around with glee making me smile. She as about to bolt out my room until I stopped her.
"Wait wtf you ain't at school? I was allowed to stay home Samarah" I said cutting my eyes at her
"Mommy doesn't have to knowww" she whined out
"Don't getting into the habit of skipping" I said
"Yes momm" she said playfully as she rolled her eyes
I just shook my head. I looked at the time seeing it was only 7:05 so I decided to watch some YouTube till I fell asleep. I scrolled on youtube for a bit before finding a Berleezy video I never watched before.
I grabbed my plate of cookies I had baked this morning and took a big bite out of one. I turned my attention to the tv and got into it.
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I sat on the couch on my phone while everybody was in the kitchen doing something. I was quiet most of the time I was here especially when Nae tried to talk to me. I gave her a simple wave and a smile.
"Please talk to me" Nae begged as she came sit next to me
I took a deep breath and looked at her.
"What's been going on? Why you ain't been talking to me?" She asked
"I'm sorry..it's just what happened the other day I didn't want you to speak on if you saw me" I said truthfully
"Sari I told you I wasn't gonna say anything..I'm kinda hurt you didn't trust my word for it" she said frowning
This made me sad because I didn't mean to hurt her feelings, I just wanted to protect myself.
"I'm sorry I made you feel that way.." i said softly as I put my head down
"It's okay pretty, I understand where you're coming from though." She said as she grabbed my chin making me look at her
"T-thank you for understanding" I stuttered out as my face grew warm
"Of course" she said then chuckled softly
It was quiet for a minute but I felt her eyes on me. She then cleared her throat before speaking.
"You coming join us in the kitchen? We cooking Fettuccine and baking cupcakes and brownies." She said getting up
"Ouuu yes I'll be there in a sec" I said
She nodded then walked back until the kitchen.
I let out a sigh of relief that Nae kept her promise and understood my reason. As I watched her walk to the kitchen I couldn't stop thinking about the way she grabbed my chin and stared me down..shit I liked that.
I put my hand on my chest to feel my heartbeat. Ts felt like it was fluttering, lord wtf was this girl doing to me?
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Thank y'all for 1k, I didn't even realize till smb said it on my board. I LOVE YOU GUYSS🥹. Anywayyy I'll be giving y'all more longer and back to back updates very soon. From band camp, to preparing for school, worrying about money and shit in my relationship..IM STRESSED.
