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NASTARIA'S POV HOUSTON ,TEXAS
SARI'S HOUSE Sunday-September.25th 1:30am
Warning: somethings said in this chapter might trigger you or make you feel uncomfortable.
After our date we decided to go back to Sari's house. She said I could sleep over if I wanted to and I said I didn't mind.
"I'm going take a shower papa" Sari said as we walked into her room
I was go say lemme join you but I didn't wanna be corny and shit.
"Join me?" She asked me softly as she started stripping
"You sure??" I asked
"Very" she said
She finished stripping her clothes and she walked in the bathroom going start the shower. I stripped, grabbed me and her clothes and put them in her dirty clothes basket.
I walked in the bathroom and joined her in the shower. I looked over her body not to be a perv but damn was she beautiful. My eyes stopped when I saw the scars on her back. They were light almost as if they could disappear any day now but they were still there.
"Those go with the story" she said as she turned to look at me
"And those?" I said pointing to the few visible scars on her arms
"Same thing" she said
I nodded and kissed her shoulder. I don't know what happened to her but I know I wouldn't let it happen again.
"Thank you for tonight" she said
"No need to thank me and that's just the beginning." I said smiling
We took a shower in silence. It was nice, it wasn't awkward as you'd think it would be. After getting out the shower I put on a random tee, some boxers and some shorts I had in my bag I kept in my duffle.
I sat on Sari's bed as I waited for her to get dressed. After she was done she came sit in front of me.
"Ready?" She asked me
"Yea, are you?" I asked just to make sure
She nodded before taking a deep breath.
"About 5 years ago when I was 14. So about 9th grade before you started hanging out with us I went through a bad experience of my first relationship..I thought she was the loml which sounds stupid but I was young.." she said
She shook in a shaky breath before continuing.
"She was so sweet at first till she started showing her true colors..just getting into my first year of highschool I kept to myself which wasn't nothing new tbh. It was way worse though because my dad wasn't around how I wished she was. Kelsie somehow got me to let my guard down a few times and that's how she got in."
"Everything was good until this one night she begged me to come to a party which I gave into. I guess you could say I got being antisocial from my mom but hey I wasn't complaining. She got me to a party, I enjoyed myself a bit but after an hr I wanted to go home. Mind you i was a freshman while she was a jr so she had a car and drove. I begged her to bring me home but she told me no. I guess my begging got on her nerves so she took me upstairs and.." Sari said stopping as her breath hitched
"She beat me until I fell unconscious..when I woke up I was in my bed. I couldn't remember nothing and when my mom asked me about it I lied and told her I fell down the stairs which was apparently the story Kelsie had given her too." She said continuing
"After that first time you would've thought I left her but I didn't. I felt trapped in the relationship, I was to scared to tell anybody so I kept the abuse to myself. Fast forward to my sophomore year and her senior year. It had gotten worse, so bad to where she tried force drugs onto me and if I didn't do none she'd whip me, hence the scars on my back. One day..the worse day ever, the day that sent me into overdrive. Kelsie raped me when I wouldn't give in...she raped me and tried to leave me for dead. After that I left her alone and never spoke to her again."
"One day out of the blue I broke down to my mom about it because I couldn't take it anymore. She brought me to the doctor just for a checkup to make sure I didn't catch nothing or anything. Turns out I was pregnant..and had a miscarriage. I was so distraught that it drove me to suicide..not only losing a baby that I didn't know I was pregnant with but the fact I had loved on her so hard to the fact I didn't think she'd harm me even after the first time she put her hands on me and the times after that."
Hearing this made my heart hurt. Who would wanna do that to a beautiful girl who was nothing but sweet and caring.
I saw the tears form in her eyes as she continued to talk but none ever dropped. She was strong.
"That night after the doctor's appointment I slit my wrist and tried to od on some of my anxiety+depression meds. Memphis and my mom found me. Luckily the twins wasn't home. They brought me to the hospital and after that took me to a mental hospital where I stayed for like 2 1/2 months." She said
"The twins never asked where you were?" I asked
"My mom told them I went spend some time with my grandparents so they wouldn't be suspicious." She said
I nodded and waited for her to continue.
"And that's the story of me..of my nightmares." She said
"First I wanna say I'm proud of you. You told me that whole story, teared up but none never dropped once. You shouldn't have had to go through that and I'm so sorry. Thank you for trusting me enough to tell me this" I said
She looked at me and gave me a soft, tired smile. I grabbed her and pulled her into a hug. I was gonna give this girl the world no matter what it took because she deserved it.
