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BLESSING'S POV HOUSTON ,TEXAS
HER HOUSE Tuesday-October.3rd 12:46am
I let out a small sigh as I closed the door behind me as I walked out of Brylan's room. I talked to her and Eclipse for a bit before they went to sleep.
I wasn't mad at her but I didn't want this to happen at least not right now. Yes they were both going to graduate but this was a big step that just might push their life back.
I walked in me and Saint's room. I saw she was on the game so I went and sat in her lap quietly.
"You alright mama?" She asked
I didn't answer, all I did was take a shaky breath in before I started sobbing.
She immediately put the controller down putting her full attention on me.
"Woahh woahh what's the matter?" She asked
"Am I a bad mother?" I said sobbing
"No baby why would you ask that?" She said rubbing my back
I wasn't even thinking when I started rambling, I just had so much shit on my chest and I needed to get it out to somebody.
"From Sari going through depression and anxiety almost killing herself because her first relationship was so terrible and now Brylan has a baby otw. Then you were in jail and I was all alone..maybe I didn't do enough. Idk idk I just wish you were here and I wish things went differently" I said
It was quiet before she spoke.
"Sari almost killed herself?.." she asked as her voice broke
Still not thinking I continued to tell her everything about Sari and Kelsie.
She was a sweet kid at first. I met her parents and all. Things turned sour Sari's sophomore year when that girl raped her and tried to leave her for dead. Sari was pregnant but lost the baby and then you weren't there like she wished you were so she tried to take her life..luckily me and Memphis found her and rushed her to the hospital. She went to the mental hospital for about 2 1/2 months.
"Do the twins know?" She asked softly
"No they think she was with my parents for a while" I said
We sat there in silence till she got up and sat me on the bed before walking out the room. I didn't bother to follow after her because I know she definitely needed her space after finding this out.
Thoughts???
Y'all lucky I love y'all because I said I was not gonna be updating during my vacation.
