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BROZYL'S POV HOUSTON ,TEXAS
HER HOUSE Sunday-November.26th 6:35pm
I was currently in the living room sitting on the couch with my mom as we watched Obsessed.
| I love that movie. Bey killed that white crazy heffa😭|
"Where's Mariah and dad?" I asked softly
"Umm idk why what's wrong ml?" She asked
I just shook my head as I started playing with my necklace that Mariah gave me
"Talk to me Zyl.." my mom said rubbing my side
I looked at her and stated sobbing.
Her face immediately fell and she pulled me into her arms. She stroked my hair as she kissed my forehead trying to make it all better. Idk if she could make it better.
"What's going??" My dad asked as she walked in the living room
I felt my mom shrug as I continued to sob in her shirt.
"She's depressed.." Mariah said
The whole room went quiet well everyone other than me.
"Mama ima need you to breathe." Mariah said as she came sit on the side of me
I started taking small breaths in until I calmed down. I didn't wanna be like this anymore. I just wanted to be happy.
"How long as she been like this??" My dad asked
"A few weeks. It really started when she stopped coming home and y'all stopped checking on her" Mariah said
"Fuck.." my dad mumbled
"I'm so sorry Brozyl." My mom said with tears in her eyes
I looked at her as tears begin to form in my eyes too. I didn't want my mom to cry, yea they hadn't been checking on me but they also had other shit going on in their lives. I never said I blamed them.
"This is all my fault" she said sobbing
"No momma it's not.." I said softly squeezing her as we were still hugging
"Yes it is. I've been so caught up in other things that I haven't been doing my job as a mom. Especially to you, yes y'all are basically grown but y'all all still my babies." She said
"It's okay and I forgive you." I said
"I promise to do better." My mom said
"So do I Zyl, I have so much shit to catch up with all of y'all on and I'm sorry I've been so worried about Sari that I never spend time with you or Bry even though her ass be ripping and running." She said laughing softly
"That baby got her" I said laughing
"Lord I still can't believe she's got a baby otw" my dad mumbled
"I think she's gonna do great" I said
"Me too kiddo, me too" my dad said smiling
After talking a bit more we sat down and watched the movie. I missed this feeling. The feeling of belonging somewhere with people I know who loved me.