"irene stop this!! you can't do that and you can't do this!! fuck are you really trying to kill yourself" that's bong who grabbing the pills in her hand.
the whole world are turning upsidedown but for irene, life i just a mess, a mess that no one can clean it for her. even if it's bong, no one can't save her not unless it's her sister
"she's gone now there's no reason for me to live" irene said trying to reach the pills in bong hand.
"i don't fucking care irene if ate imee's are now gone all i care right now is for you to live" she stop moving when bong voice rose up, this is the first time he heard her brother like that. bong is a sweet man, a gentle man of them. bong is the only person who take care of her when no one does.
"because i can't loose you irene, don't leave me the way ate imee did to us. i'm also inpain because she's gone now but killing my self wouldn't save everything, wouldn't fix us" then her brother kneel infront of her.
a rattle voice and banging noises of their sobbing is all they can hear right now, the home they used to love is shattering one by one and they can't do anything but to watch how the their giggles turn to sob, how their laugh turn into tears and how their home turn into a danger place they ever known, it feels like a thousands knife stabs their hearts. they are broken and there's no way to help themselves because the only person who can help them is their ate who's now in heaven, how ironic that the only person you need to is the person god needed.
it's hard to accept that the people we loved meant to be gone.
"i'm sorry. I'm really sorry" that's irene who's still sobbing but bong pull her for a hug.
"we can do this irene, we can do this bunso" then they shared the tears coming from their eyes, the brokenness their heart needs to endure. the scars they will carry for the lifetime, a blood that keep dripping from their heart making them not wanting to breathe. it's hard, it's hard for them to move forward. but life has been that cruel that the person they loved is meant to be gone from them......forever
