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Kiri

I walked spider over to a small metal wired table. He seemed a bit rattled after the fight with my brother. This intense instinct to care for him took over. I couldn't see the obvious flaws that he possessed. Only the puppy dog look in his eyes after losing.

I met his gaze as we sat across from one another, "So..."

"Sorry about that- is he really your brother ?" His words seemed carefree. Like he was just brushing off even himself.

"Yup."

"Your not mad ?"

"Not really." Why wasn't I mad ? Why wasn't I furious at him. Then I realized. I felt so incredibly guilty for kissing Rotxo that he could do ALMOST anything and I wouldn't mind. I would just continue to look past it.

"Cool !" Spiders hands clasped together before forcing himself up. Walking around the table and behind me. His hands wrapped around my waist as I felt his chin nestle into my neck. The light scratches of his stubble slight hurt. He smelled off as well- not really 'bad' but not an attractive sent ether.

"Thank you, Kiri." His warm breath hit the side of my face in just the right way. Making me melt into his touch instead of resisting. But I couldn't fully enjoy it. This slight uneasy feeling started rumbling in the stomach.

"Pssssss" The sound of his soft spoken voice sent a chill down my spine. I shivered as the cold chill ran along myself.

"Yes ?"

"BOO !" Without hesitation he threw what was undoubtedly the hairiest spider I had ever seen. A small red one about to size of a button and with the slimmest legs for its large center.
I jumped up and started to shake trying to get the nasty thing off. My lip started to quiver and smaller shakes kept involuntarily occurring. I felt like crying as my chest became tighter. This always happened around small insects and other bugs. Like I was genuinely terrified of something so small. But I was- I was terrified.

My now glossy eyes couldn't even meet with his. I just stared as he bent over with laughter. His arms wrapped around himself, face becoming red from lack of oxygen, and even losing balance. I could see that he was on the verge of tears from his little 'joke'.

Though the thought of that bug crawling around on my skin made the world seem small. Like the only thing that mattered was myself.

My arms found there way embarrassing myself in another full body hug. I slowed my breathing and just walked away. I could hear his pathetic attempts to get me back fading away. I pulled out my phone and typed are address in. It said I was 42 minutes away by walking. I slowly sighed realizing that it wasn't too bad. Just like a daily walk I thought.

It was cold but still peaceful. Like I was submerging myself in a deep meditation. I allowed myself to calm down and figure things out. Just going on auto pilot.

Before I could fully except what happened the blue line on my phone was gone. There was no more path to follow. I took in one last breath before opening the door. A strong smell of cardboard and wet paint washed over me.

Every vertebrae, one by one, alined with door I had just come through. The last to hit the wood was my head, I started to sink deeper though. I felt so worthless, so pathetic, so selfish... by now the thoughts had gotten to me. Cold tears ran down my cheeks and into my mouth. The salty taste reminded me I was still crying.

I soon pulled what little dignity I had left together and stuck my head up. I noticed Lo'ak and Neteyam were around me- probably worried. Their sorrow for me only hurt.

With no emotion showing I stood up and put my things down. I stared blankly out while doing so- replaying the only the good part of today- kissing him. The feeling remained pressed into my skin, everywhere he touched still felt like he was there.

I flopped onto my bed and rolled to the other side. Carrying the covers as I moved, creating a Kiri style burrito. Grace (her cat) began to moan as her small frame got whisked in with me.

All I wanted was a release. Just something to make me feel better. Without another thought I sat up and leaned over. Tugging the mattress until it lifted just enough to reveal a small white and green plastic tube. Just large enough to satisfy my craving.

Two days ago (aka Friday):

My noise hairs burned with a smoky sent. I entered the girls bathroom only to be inhaled by a gray fog. I stepped back, only forcing even more pressure onto my bladder. I continued until I was able to make out the outline of the stall door.

As soon as I hit the toilet the tightened pressure slowly subsided. Only a powerful faucet like sound was heard.

"Shit girl u can really pee."

A little startled, the consistency on my peeing skipped. My head shoot up as I tried to make out a figure sitting on the high windowsill.

"Who are you ?"

The girl jumped down and onto there feet. She just stood there tapping her foot. I started to wonder if she was waiting on me or something.

"Are you waiting on me ?"

"Well I wanna meet the chick who ruined my smoking session."

"Oh." The reality hit me quickly. While pulling pants back up I managed to apologize to the random stranger.

"Nah girl it's cool- u wanna hit ?" The stall made a loud crack as it revealed the stranger. A tall, curvy, tan girl with hot pink ends stood in front of me- well towering over me really.

"Here." Her hands were rough and uncomfortably warm as she handed me a little plastic tube. I examined the item with great precision. My confusion expression must have given her even a slight entail that this wasn't my thing.

"It's only a gram- a little gift for your show !"

"Show ?"

"You gutta cute little ass whitey." Her eyes draped up and down my body. She stepped ever so closer while whispering in a raspy voice, "Though if you want more it's 10 for 50... bye !"

With the tube still in my hands I realized how insane this was.

Back to Sunday night:

After about 10 minutes of the enjoyable burn my spirit felt at ease. My whole room smelled like Rotxo- I relaxed into my covers while imagining his body grazing mine. We were still at the beach but instead of him pulling away his hand slipped down my back and into my bikini bottoms. From the back way in he slipped two fingers deep inside. While using another one to rub against my clit. Whiny noises escaped as he continued. I had my own fingers rummaging through his curls- only pulling harder as he went deeper.

"Oh Ro..." The words being spoken pulled me outside my trance. I realized that I felt a familiar wetness. Not even grinning on Spider's lap made this happen.

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Unrealistic plot- yes 100% but... one could imagine 🤷‍♀️