music I understand

Part 2

1)
The real slim shady
Eminem
"the only difference is I got the balls to say in front of y'all
And I don't gotta be false or sugarcoat it at all"

This whole song is fire like every word is brilliant and that bit in the song speaks to me because yes I will tell you to your face if something is wrong or whatever and sometimes it does get me in arguments with my friends but why should I be fake

2)
Sleeping rough
Tom grennan

"I'm tired of all the what ifs and maybes
The curiousity is driving me crazy"

OK so I am in a long distance relationship and we haven't met but we are both head over heels for each other but we are always like "what if" and yeah haha this does speak to me 

3)
Head up
Tom grennan

"And I can't count up all the ways you made a change in me
And if there's such thing as faith, then you're my destiny
And I know some things are just right but this is meant to be
Oh, I was drowning when you met me
Cause you keep my head up
Above the water
You keep my head up
Above the water
Sometimes it feels like you're fighting the tide
Scared to fall in love with the person you find
But I met love
And she keeps my head up"

i love this song and to my boyfriend i really want to say thank you to him because as the song say "you keep my head up" with the things ive gone through for the past 3 years its been really hard and now ive met him he just makes me want to live really this sounds cringy but hes the best thing to ever happen to me ive never been in love before but the way i feel about him ive never felt this way about a guy before

a/n
ok so yes i have a bf im debating on going back to collage but i feel mental heath comes first ive had a tough few months ive been to a funeral last month and ive got to go to another one soon so yeah i now have a budgie called mango and a dog called spud dont worry ones in my room and the other is downstairs alot has happend not like you guys want to know