Illusion || VMin

29- Sanity

Jimin's POV

I opened my eyes to find myself in Taehyung's embrace. I bit my lower lip to stop myself from reacting, and after being able to maintain a smile, lifted my head to see him sleeping peacefully which made me relaxed. Sighing, I carefully pulled myself away and went to the bathroom.

I closed the door and walked to wash my face. I splashed water on my face to finally see myself clearly in the mirror. I was almost stripped from my clothes, my chest wrapped by binder shown.

"So tell me how was yesterday," she talked through the mirror, looking at me with a smile drawn on her face.

"I-I didn't feel anything. I was just watching from afar as the two of you-" my eyes narrowed as I remembered the scene of both of them flirting and kissing.

"See, ain't I helpful," she winked, but as soon as she completed her sentence, I felt a weird sensation throughout my body.

Suddenly, I started throwing up. I panted as I finished and looked at her who was now beside me, shaking her head.

"Your body is rejecting Taehyung's touch," she tilted her head and lifted my chin, "You can't handle, can you?"

"I will do what's required from me," I said between my heavy breathing.

I couldn't deny that yesterday, I didn't feel anything. As if I were a separate entity, I witnessed Tae and that female version of me make out.

The scenes flashed through my mind, making me feel the weird sensation again followed by vomiting again. I clenched my fist as I looked in the mirror, angry at my weak body.

"Fucking handle!" I hit my hand on the counter, adding while half-yelling, "Isn't enough what I had gone through because of you."

I gritted my teeth as I recalled the memories of Taehyung flirting with her. Taehyung was really a prince. A man worthy to be called one. He made sure to make her feel relaxed throughout the whole process. A gentleman!

Sister, I sympathize with you. You had missed the chance to be with such a man.

Tears rolled over my cheeks. What have I done? Why did I mention her even in my thoughts? Hadn't I sworn to forget about her existence?

I started wiping my tears, but they wouldn't stop. Annoyed, I rubbed my face aggressively to be stopped by my other's half back hug.

"You know, Tae's hug is warmer than this. Wanna try?" she said and gave me a smile when our eyes met after I leaned my head backward.

"You really enjoyed yesterday, didn't you?" I smirked.

"Come on, my prince, don't embarrass me!" her face flushed and retracted her arms from around me, holding my hand instead. She pulled me outside the bathroom and into Taehyung's bed.

"You don't really expect me to do this," I whispered, but she wouldn't answer. I looked to my left to see nothing.

She left.

After some thinking, I brushed my bangs and squeezed myself in his arms once again. It was like she had said. Warm! No, it was full of his love to the other me, but both of us were actually the same person, so it was okay to enjoy this.