When We Were Younger - TOM KAULITZ

She changed me

TOMS POV

I dont care what Y/ns doing right now,i dont care about anyone else than her.Im just gonna text Valentina(the girl he cheated on) and come over to hers probably.

The chat

Tom : hey babe can i come over?

Val ❤️ : Tommyy why are you so dry?

Tom : Sorry im just tired!

Val ❤️ : Its okay,come over and bring condoms 😉.

Tom : Im sorry babe im tired now i can't.Maybe tommorow?

Val ❤️ : Ugh don't even bother coming!Your no fun, and by the way thanks for the fame.Fuck you Tom,also Y/n never cheated on you! Have fun.Male whore🤣🤣

Tom : Wait what?

( This user has blocked you )

Tom : No Valentina tell me this is a joke!

( This user has blocked you )

Tom : I hate you Valentina.

( This user has blocked you )

End of the chat

I fucked up so bad,what the fuck do i do!?I loved Y/n , she was special to me.FUCK how could i ruin all this?Im so fucking stupid for believing Valentina,and cheating on Y/n..Now i realise why she did all that for me. Whatever now, im gonna go to sleep.Im gonna try and fix this tommorow....

The next day

I woke up from my phone ringing.

"hi tom.im still mad at you, don't think im not.i hope you realise what you did,also if you want to come today at y/ns mom funreal.dont come if you dont want to.just show up if you really cared." He hung up. Oh.. Y/ns mom was a sweetheart.Im so fucking stupid,i should have never ever EVER done this.I put on some jeans and a black shirt with black nike wristbands.I went downstairs and realised im home alone,i grab the house keys and my skateboard.

BILLS POV

Im so sad for Y/n,what shes going through now.How could MY twin brother do that and I couldn't imagine if my mom died.I hope shes gonna be okay..Im so stupid for yesterday, but i was half drunk, if it she doesn't talk to me i really deserve it.Alycia, Gustav,Georg and me went with the car, we didnt say a word.I cant believe whats my best friend been through,and she still is.We came as fast as we could.I saw her sitting on a bench crying her eyes out,she was wearing black baggy jeans, black sweater and black shoes.I come up to her to apolagize, hopefully she will forgive me.

"Hi Y/n,im sorry for what i did and im sorry for your loss,i know you loved your mom so much."

"Its fine, i forgive you.Is Tom even gonna come?"

"Don't worry about that." I rub her back while she cries on my shoulder.We.were waiting for everyone to come,and we saw Tom with his skateboard.Just standing next to us like a stranger with all Y/ns secrets.

End of the funeral

I saw Y/n cry and go home,she didnt even wait for us to say,Is this the last time were gonna see eachother? I really hope not.

TOMS POV

I don't know what to do, i lost the love of my life, i dont know if its forever,but i still lost her.Im never recovering from this,this girl was different from all of them,she changed me,she changed me in a way no one could.I hate Valentina,i hate me for being drunk,i hate her for lying,i hate myself for this.I hate every single thing that ive done to Y/n,i hate seeing her in pain,i hate that i can't get all her pain and transfer it to me,i hate that i cheated,i hate that i even exist.I can't do this,im going home.I grabbed my skateboard and started going home.