Oh, wow.I was the first one to break in tears,i know I've only known Y/n for a month or two.But she is like a sister to me.
"No,No!" Tom yelled and started crying in Bills arms.
"Its okay,its okay" Bill tried to calm down Tom,while Adam was trying to calm me down.
"No!No it's not okay!Its all my fault." He couldn't stop crying, i couldn't either.Everyone else was crying but not like me and him.Eventually Alycia broke in tears and she was on the floor.Bill left Tom alone and came to Alycia to help her get up,he hugged her and sat her down on the couch while Tom was sobbing on the floor.
"Why Y/n,why her!" I scream and my voice was breaking.
"Its okay Ceci,its gonna be okay.." Adam held me.
"We should tell the police!" Gustav suggests.
"No! She said not to tell anyone!" Tom looks at him. We were all in Y/ns house trying to find details of this.Nothing but the note,we looked in her closet.Empty.Nothing was here.Fuck!
TOMS POV
This can't be happening,this is all a dream.Please god, i can't lose her.Please.
*Time skip, August 20th 8 AM Alycias pov*
I woke up with Bill cuddling me and puffy eyes,no one can still believe that happend.I lost my best friend, not forever.But i still lost her, i hope she comes back soon.I know shes gonna come back,i just know it.Just don't know when.
I tried to get up but Bill pulled me back
"Bill i have to go i have an interview today."
"How are you gonna go without Y/n!?"
"Oh fuck, uhh..I don't know we have to tell them some lie..."
"Yeah,i still cant believe shes gone.Not forever,but still."He says while turning back around and hugging the pillow.He eventually got up and looked at a picture on the small table next to his bed,
"Whats that?" I asked
"Oh um, a picture of me and Y/n at a carnival."
He says whiping his tears away.
"Oh baby its gonna be okay, she's gonna come back." I hug him.
"I have to get ready tho." I go to the bathroom,i basically live with Bill,and Tom.Whatever i dont care so much about him.He cheated.I brush my teeth and do my skincare,get out my phone to text Adam and Cecilia in a group.
The chat
Alycia : Hey guys uh, the interviews today at 4 PM.Yall coming?
Cecila : Yeah, just let me get ready and yall come to mine?
Adam : Sure, what about Y/n tho..?
Alycia : We need to lie,like she moved away or something.
Cecilia : I miss her so much :(.
Adam : Same.
End of the chat
*Time skip 2 hours passed and its 10:38 AM*
Im downstairs with Tom and Bill, watching TV while Tom is rereading the note Y/n left and crying in the corner of the couch.I tried my best to ignore him but I couldnt,it was just so heartbreaking.But my phone buzzed, i saw that the group was texting.
The chat
Cecilia : Guys yall coming to mine?
Adam : Yeah
Alycia : Now?
Cecilia : Yeah?
Alycia : Oh alright.
Adam : Im driving there by the way
Alycia : Okay im heading out now.
Cecilia : Waitinggg.
End of the chat
"Hey Bill?I have to go to Cecilias we have an interview.Rememeber?"
"Aw okay..Byee i love you!"
"Byee i love you too!" I got up and left,takes like a 20 minute walk to there so ill just ask Adam to pick me up.
Private DMS Adam
Alycia : Adam can you pick me upp im tired to walk?
Adam : Yeah sure where are you?
Alycia : Bills.
Adam : Coming!
End of the chat
I waited for Adam atleast a minute or two and i see his car,i run up to his car and jump in.
"Well hello to you too" he chuckled.
"Hi!" He started driving there and we got there in like 5 minutes.We knocked on her door and waited to her to open.
"Hii guys!"
"Heyy"
"HI CECILIA!" i said and hugged her.We got in her house and Adam told us something about a new song.
"Uh guys i was thinking of writing a new song,but first we need a guitarist."
"But we just released a new song!"
"Yes i know, i was thinking of releasing it in the next 2 months,or just a month."
"Ohh alright go on."
He wrote the lyrics in his notebook and showed us.
"I have a friend who sits at the corner
lot selling pills to the girls when they
cross the block, i told him " you should
quit that sketchy scene " he said
" nothing compares to the fever dream "
Its what i do, i wait for you.
I know a girl who stays still on a
sunday night, beacuse her boy
hits hard in the morning light.
He told her everything ends
when you hear that thrill.
He told her " nothing exists
past the window sill "
Its nothing new.
I wait for you.
I wait for you.
"Omg how did you come up with these lyrics !" Cecilia asked him.
"Well uh this song has a special meaning for me,i hope it does for you too.It reminds me of Y/n...I uh i put " him " cause it sounded better so yeah! I mean her of course tho."
"Oh..Wow that's amazing tho!"
"We need a new guitarist tho.."
"Yeah.."
"We will probably find someone,but really no one is gonna replace her.When she comes back shes the new guitarist again.
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When We Were Younger - TOM KAULITZ
Ficção Adolescente2 writers !! Y/n is a girl that just came back to LA,her best friend was Bill Kaulitz,and his twin was her enemy.But will they have a good ending? Pretend its 2005, 2006 and 2007 ! WARNING ! - Su!c!de thoughts - ED - Language - ... Leave a comment...
